Page 29 of Leave Me Broken

His breath is hot on my damp skin when he says, “You know I’ve never had anyone call me daddy before?”

My stomach flutters knowing I get at least one first of his. Sure, maybe a daddy kink wasn’t what I had in mind—but it makes sense. Ash Pearson is definitely daddy material. “You’re the first person I’ve called daddy in thirteen years.”

He pauses making out with my neck. I bite back a smile when he pushes up to see my face. “It is not the time for your childhood trauma, Payson.”

He cuts off my giggle with a hard kiss to my lips. “I’ve been dying to be in your pussy since the first time. You have no idea what it was like falling asleep knowing your tight cunt was just up the road waiting to be filled with my cum.”

“I masturbated to you a few times.” I promised myself I would never admit that out loud. I felt disgusted, well, no, it felt good in the moment but after, I hated myself for thinking about Ash in a sexy way when I was mad at him.

“It makes me want to choke you out for putting us both through that shit.”

I scowl at him but he’s too busy making out with my tit to notice. “You’re the one that lied. You could have had this pussy everyday if you just didn’t lie.”

Ash opens his eyes and shoots me a stormy glare. He releases my nipple. “I lied for a good reason, Payson.” Then he shakes his head impatiently. “Now, shut up and let me enjoy your body.”

Ash-hole. Even when making me feel so good, he’s still an Ash-hole.

Ash slips his hand between my legs, I part them, craving him inside. My body must not have gotten the memo, because when he enters two fingers, I seize up and a painful whine slips past my lips.

“It wouldn’t hurt if you didn’t make us take a break. This is your body punishing you. Now let me in, because my fingers are nowhere near the size of my dick, baby, and I promise sex tonight will make your first time seem like a walk in the bloody park.”

“My body is punishing me for something you did?” I seethe. He twists his fingers inside me, stretching me. It’s painful but better with each pass.

“Your body is on my side, Jailbird. When are you going to realize this? Your body calls to me. Like a baby bird to it’s mum; your pussy is the waiting bird and my dick is the worm it’s waiting for.”

Did he . . . did he just compare our baby-making body parts to a baby bird and worm? “Are you drunk?”

He huffs and pushes onto his knees. “No, I’m fucking horny. Open your legs.”

They are technically already open but I spread them farther on the deep blue silk sheets.

Ash tugs his shirt off and slips from his pants, and I’m happy to see he is going commando. There’s something so naughty about it and I’m a big fan.

He settles between my thighs and with no warning, presses the head of his cock into my aching pussy. I gasp and must clench because he slaps a hand against the wall over the headboard and groans loudly, but it isn’t a pleasure-filled moan, not completely. There is some pain mixed in. Good.

“Bloody fucking hell. Did you get tighter?”

“I don’t think that’s possible. Maybe you got bigger.”

Ash keeps his hand on the wall but drops his head to look at me. “Maybe. That means you need to open even wider. Can you do that? Take all of me like a good little girl?”

My nipples prick with his words, my body shivers, and he slips in another inch. Ash smirks. “Still my dirty little girl.” Another inch. “You’re so fucking filthy, babygirl.”

His hips rest against mine and he exhales a relieved breath. I suck one in.

“Your cunt is fucking intoxicating.” He pulls out and slams back in.

I scream out, not expecting the sudden pain from his thrust. It’s so much worse this time.

“Does it hurt?” He thrusts again, even harder.

I don’t actually want Parker and Luca to hear me scream, but I don’t know how I can keep quiet when it feels as if he is literally ripping my body in half. “Yes,” I hiss when he thrusts three more times.

Ash’s eyes darken, and he grins. “Good.”

I look down, wanting to see just how my body stretches in order to take him. His stomach flexes with each harsh thrust. His dick battles with my body to enter but knowing it’s my pussy that’s making him make those sounds lessens the battle.

“You like watching your greedy cunt take all of me, babygirl?”