Page 131 of Leave Me Broken

I cup her swollen face from the breath play. “If I get upset, it will only be at myself.”

“I don’t know how to keep feelings separate, Ash. I’m scared I’ll . . .”

She’s worried she will catch feelings. I didn’t think about that part. I’ve had sex too many times to remember that it’s not emotionless for everyone. Well, it was emotionless before Payson. Now she makes me feel everything.

“Remember what I said in the kitchen, coniglietta? About riding a bike?” Luca stands. My shoulders tense as he moves closer. Payson also tenses under me.

“Y-Yeah, but I’m not you.” Her voice wobbles.

Luca drags a single finger down her thigh. I snap my hand out and grip his wrist.

“You are in love with Ashley. Any sexual experience outside of that will feel like nothing. You might enjoy it physically, but it is empty, otherwise. You will not catch feelings for me when I make you come. Understand?”

Her eyes flutter as he slips a single finger between her legs. I’m still holding his other wrist; I’m tempted to break it. So instead of breaking his arms, I turn my head and focus on Payson. Her eyes are still closed and her jaw is clamped tight, but her thighs are opening.

“Open,” I demand with a growl.

Her jaw shakes as she opens. I force my dick through her lips, stretching her as wide as they will go. I settle in her throat and don’t move. Not until I feel the bed sink with a new weight. Everything in my body fights with me to turn around and rip him off my girl’s pussy by his hair. This is the most fucked-up thing I’ve put myself through, but Valerie knows Payson was with me, and if I know her, she will punish me today in the only way she can think of. The G-rated version of what I did to her. Payson is going to fuck other guys. Not really, but in my mind that will be what is happening.

And Parker, why he has a random brunette in his bed instead of Janelle? Who knows. I thought after the looks last night they would have been back on, or at least in a place where I wouldn’t find out my son fucked a random girl without a condom. That is the shove I needed to push me over the edge.

I fuck Payson’s face until she’s purple again. I can hear how wet she is, knowing that wetness is going in someone else’s mouth sends a new shot of anger through my body. I grip her hair, forcing her to look at me. “You like him eating your pussy? Blink twice if yes.”

Blink . . .

Blink.

I grip harder. “Better than me?”

Her eyes soften and she shakes her head no as much as she is able. It does nothing to help me relax.

“We will see about that.” Luca’s laugh pushes me over the edge. I brutally fuck Payson’s face until she’s turning blue. Her moans, screams, everything she might want to let out is stuck in her throat as I’m coming down it.

“Do not swallow,” I demand breathlessly. Fat tears fall from her eyes but she nods. When I pull out and move off her, she scrambles to her knees, doing her best to keep her mouth closed and my cum inside but failing as she coughs it onto the bed and down the front of her. I wouldn’t be surprised if she threw up, but thankfully, she does not.

Payson’s cries are heaven and hell to my ears. I want to push and pull her away. I don’t know if she came, and I’m guessing she might not even know. That was a lot. I almost feel bad she has to go play volleyball all day when I just abused her throat. Almost. That asshole I mentioned last night that she has yet to see? She just saw him. It’s not fair I took my frustrations out on her, but she’s the best way for me to let them all out.

She lifts her head after a while and looks to me like she’s waiting for something. I open my arms and she crawls on shaky limbs into my lap. She kisses my chest, my neck, my ear. “I only want you to touch me ever again.”

I chuckle darkly. Luca smirks having heard her too. “It was good, no?”

Payson shoots a murderous glare at him. “Are you trying to die?”

I pat her back in a comforting way. “It is okay. You can say it was good, babygirl.”

A few beats pass before she mutters, “It was okay.”

Luca barks out a loud laugh. “I made her come in five minutes, fratello. Do not let her lie to you.”

“Is this true?”

Payson shivers in my arms and it’s answer enough. “I like your tongue piercing, though.”

“I know you do.” My eyes fall to her bare breasts. I forgot she was naked. When I look at Luca, his eyes dart to mine, from her body. My hand flexes and Payson whimpers.

“Lick my cum off her.”

I slip Payson between my legs. She angles her body to Luca but keeps her eyes on me. I watch him drag a tongue over her sternum, collarbone, then down to a drop of cum sliding down her nipple.

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