Page 104 of Leave Me Broken

“It’s not pee, Jailbird. I wanted that to happen.”

I peel my arm from my eyes so I can turn my head and glare at him. “Why would you want that to happen?”

He nuzzles his nose against mine and chuckles. “It’s called squirting, babygirl. Fuck, I love how clueless you are. Squirting is quite a common thing in sex. Well, not overly common. I’ve never had a girl squirt like that before.”

“It’s common? It felt like I pissed the bed.”

“Common and so. Fucking. Hot.” He kisses my lips between each word.

Who knew. “Are you going to pee on me now? Because Amanda mentioned it one time and it kind of sounded hot.”

“You were nearly in tears when you thought you peed but now you want me to pee on you?”

I giggle because it sounds silly when he says it like that. “Yes.”

Ash is so warm I don’t notice the chill in the air until he pulls away and lifts the blankets for us to crawl under. Being curled in my bed with Ash Pearson is like a dream come true. I snuggle into his chest and breathe in his musky scent. He wraps his arms tightly around me.

“We need to fuck,” he mutters lazily.

“Then fuck me.”

“Turn around, I want to try something else new.”

Eyeing him as I roll the opposite way, wondering what he is going to do. He grips my hips and backs my ass into his pelvis. “I’ve had to watch your ass from a distance for too long . . . I think it’s time I take that virginity too, Princess.”

Everything inside me revolts at the idea. “I don’t think that’s fair, and besides, don’t you need lube?”

“You’re still soaking wet,” he comments, lifting my leg and dragging the head of his dick over my soaked and swollen pussy. “I could probably just slip in.”

The head of his dick pushes against my ass and I squeal, “I’m scared.”

Ash sucks in a deep breath and blows it across my bare shoulder. “If you don’t like it, we can stop.”

“You mean it this time?” I turn my head and lift an eyebrow. “I recall using my safe word and you said, ‘too fucking bad.’”

“Stop trying to mock my accent, you are terrible at it. I knew I wasn’t causing you any real danger.”

Sometimes he’s too cocky for his own good. “Fine but the moment it leaves my lips, I want you out.”

“Brilliant. Roll on to your stomach and spread your legs.”

My body shakes when he positions himself behind me. He’s straddling my ass and he leans down and kisses the base of my ear. “Relax, babygirl. Daddy won’t hurt you.”

Ash grips each cheek and pulls them apart. He lets out a soft moan, then he spits on the area. Something touches, smearing it around, and I know it’s too big to be his finger. “I should warm you up with my finger. But I don’t want to.” The head of his enormous cock feels even bigger when it’s pushed inside my ass.

I scream to the pillow at the intrusion. It’s so much worse than my vaginal virginity. So, so much worse. The worst pain I have ever felt. The worst thing I’ve ever felt in my life. He doesn’t move but my body is shaking.

“I think you ripped my hood.” Ash hisses.

“I t-think you ripped m-my asshole.”

“Yeah, probably,” he says without a care. Like he didn’t just rip a part of my body with his. Like it’s normal.

My pillow dampens with my tears, yet I haven’t told him to pull out. It doesn’t feel good, so I’m not sure why but I don’t want him to pull out.

He spits again, he doesn’t need to, I’m still soaking wet.

Then he pushes in even more and I think I pass out. I’m in and out of consciousness until his hips are pressed against my ass. I can’t speak. I can’t think, I can’t even move.

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