He continues moving lazily, sliding in and out raising my chin with his fingers to look at him, he kisses me softly, his tongue tracing my lips. I’m floating in a world between awake and delirious when he whispers into my ear. “That was just round one,” he bites my earlobe and kisses my neck, sucking it hard, as I open my eyes and look at him.
“Round one?” I mumble. Is he serious? But Jesus, I want to do that again.
“The first time was always gonna be fast and dirty cos I wanted you so fucking bad. Now we’re gonna take it slow, and I’m gonna have you every way I can.” He pulls out, discards the condom then takes a strip of them out of his drawer. “We have all night, Slugger. I told you,” he drops down beside me, propped up on one elbow, tracing my nipple with his finger. “I’m gonna make you come till you can’t walk.”
“I think the horse already did that.”
“You came on the horse?”
I slap his arm, laughing at him. “You know what I mean.”
“I do, I can barely walk myself, luckily what we’re doing here involves you on your back,” he pinches my nipple and I flinch at the mixture of just the right pain and pleasure. “Except for when you’re on your knees while I fuck you from behind.”
I swallow, my heart thumping at his words, I forget how to breathe.
“You’re in for a long night with me, Jenna. I’ve waited too long not to make this the best night of your life.” He is already stiffening, I can feel it against my thigh. “I don’t think I’m gonna be able to stop fucking you. You’re perfect,” he tells me running his hands up and down me, his fingers finding me wet again. “And I see you still want it too,” he grins.
He rolls onto his back grabbing me, pulling me on top of him. “Do the honours,” he holds up the condoms.
I wake feeling like I’m floating on a cloud, I clench and all of a sudden I’m aware of him between my legs. I don’t know how long he has been down there working on me, but I’m already on the verge of an orgasm. He notices I’m awake.
“Morning,” he says, his voice all sexy and deep, then he dips his head back down.
“Oh god,” I manage.
“No, it’s just Adam,” he grins. “I’ll answer to god too if that’s what you want to call me.”
I grab his hair and squeeze my thighs against his head. He presses my legs back down, opening me wider, knowing it will heighten the sensation he is giving me. I lost track of how many times we had sex last night. I’ve never done anything like it before and although we didn’t use the whole strip of condoms we definitely put a dent in it. I remember eventually drifting off wrapped up in his arms, thinking Brooke will be so proud of me.
Waking to him going down on me is the sexiest thing I’ve ever experienced. He doesn’t stop until I’m a pulsating mess and even then he isn’t done, I don’t even notice him grab another condom before he slides slowly into me, kissing me.
“You need to quit your job, Jenna. You’re never getting out of my bed.”
I can’t say anything that isn’t going to come out unintelligible so I just smile languidly at him. After another mind-blowing orgasm and him moaning my name, he lies with his head on my chest, stroking my stomach. I’m not likely to give up my job and never go home, but right now the thought of getting out of his bed feels foreign to me. Not to mention I’m a little sore, Adam is passionate and focused in bed and he made me feel like I was the only woman in the world last night. I hate thinking about the women who have come before me.
“What are we doing today?” I ask, twirling his hair in my fingers.
“Didn’t we just discuss this? You’re not leaving this bed.”
“I have to eventually.”
“Don’t ruin it,” he nips at my breast with his teeth. Then he props himself up on his elbow and looks down at me. “Last night was amazing, Jenna. I mean that. I really have wanted that from the moment I laid eyes on you but it was so much better than I imagined.”
“It was,” I smile at him. My stomach growls and breaks the moment.
He throws his head back and laughs. “I better give you sustenance, you’ll need your strength.” He rolls over and gets up, I can’t help but admire his body as he goes to the closet and grabs a pair of loose grey sweatpants and steps into them, they hang on his hips, showing off his defined abs. He’s fit and his body is hard but he doesn’t have that chiselled six pack of the guys I see around the gym. He’s definitely got a better body than the men I’ve slept with in the past, you can see he works out and pushes himself when he does. I love his shoulders, they’re so strong, and perfect to cling on to when he’s lost in the moment.
“You’re ogling,” he grins.
“I can’t help it.”
“Oh yeah?” I lick my lips and he tips his head back for a second before looking back at me. “Sex maniac,” he laughs.
“Speak for yourself.”
He comes over, pulling the sheet over me. “I’ll bring you up some breakfast,” he kisses my forehead and leaves.
I roll over onto my stomach smiling and look through the window. A niggle starts to set into my stomach as I stare at seagulls floating on the wind. The way I feel about this man just went from about sixty to ninety percent smitten in the space of one night. He’s about to leave for a six week tour, with women throwing themselves at him, groupies trying to have sex with him, and, just being far away. I don’t know how to deal with that and it’s worse now that we’ve been together. I can’t imagine how hard it is going to be for me when he leaves. I should be able to trust him. I have got to know him over the last few weeks, spending time together in person, and I know what kind of man he is. I remember him telling me a while ago that he trusted me, but he didn’t trust Kevin. How am I supposed to ignore that women who go after famous people sometimes don’t take no for an answer? Case in point was the woman claiming she was having his baby. How many magazine articles like that will I have to contend with once he’s away from me? Or worse stories? Does he really need to stay loyal to me? What is it we’re doing? Is he my boyfriend or is this casual? I know one thing for sure, before he goes, I need to know exactly what it is we’re doing here because I need to be prepared.