Page 100 of The Loathing

“I mean… I’ve touched myself… but,” and suddenly I want to smother myself. His tongue darts out, licking the top of his lip and my insides quiver.

I let my eyes flutter shut, my breath catching at the back of my throat as his fingers trail across my bare thighs causing my sex to clench.

I feel his lips on mine, my eyes still closed as I try and steady my breathing. His kiss is soft until it isn’t. Our lips crashing, teeth clashing and our tongues wild.

His fingers continue up the insides of my thighs and just when I think his tips are going to slip into the inside of my shorts, he pauses as he lifts his lips from mine.

“It’s not too late for you to change your mind.”

“Shut up Titus,” I groan, wrapping my hand round the back of his neck and pulling his lips back into mine.

His skilful fingers glide up to the edge of my silk shorts, playing with the hem for a moment and I am trying my hardest to control my breathing.

Our kiss breaks, his full lips fall to my jaw where he nips all the way to my ear lobe as he takes a soft bite, knotting my stomach and causing a pang of pleasure to shoot through me, straight to my heat.

“Titus,” I whisper, bucking my hips up silently begging for him to touch me where I want him to.

“Patience Little Red.”

The tips of his fingers brush gently across the front of my sex in a teasing manner and my breath quivers, my eyes locked on his. He lowers his lips back over mine as his fingertips slowly tease around my clit, but not rubbing me at all. I fidget, silently asking him to touch me where I needed him to.

“You’re very impatient,” he smirks against my lips as his fingers brush softly over my pussy lips.

“I want you,” I whisper between our kisses.

“And I promise baby, you’re going to get all of me,” my whole body trembled at his promise and nerves crashed through me but not the kind that make you regret what you’re about to do; no, the kind that makes your belly flutter with butterflies at what is coming next.

His fingers skimmed over my clit, a small whimper passing my lips and being muffled by our kiss. The way his fingers feel as they begin to slowly rub soft circles on my bud, my legs open wider for him, giving him better access. His lips stay on mine, not once breaking away as his fingers work me up. I scrunch my fingers into his white shirt, a pant escaping as his fingers move a little faster now and this time, he lets his finger glide through my pussy and tease me with the tip of his finger and I feel myself stiffen, clenching between my legs.

“Relax baby,” he whispers, “there is no way I will be fitting anywhere if you can’t even take the tip of my finger. You’re wet Twilight, let me in,” he coaxes, his lips trailing down to my jaw, then my neck, sweeping them across my collar bone until they land on my breasts, his hot breath seeping through the thin, silk material as he nips my skin through it.

Bucking my hips up, his finger slips through my folds, dragging my arousal up to my clit as he rubs before slipping his finger inside of me fully and I lose my breath, my fingers wrapping round his shirt, my heart racing as if wild horses are galloping in my chest.

“Good girl, relax baby.”

He stills for a moment, and I know I can take more but I am just taking a minute to adjust to the strange feeling. I have only ever got myself off by rubbing my clit, never by experimenting with anything else.

“Touch yourself, show me how you get yourself off,” he rasps, his eyes leaving mine as he props himself up and watches his finger slowly pumping in and out of my pussy. My hand glides down my body, skimming over the silk of my cami vest top and over my lower stomach until it is hovering over my clit.

“There’s a good girl, show me,” his voice is husky and low as I press two fingers onto my clit and slowly rub to match the rhythm of his finger now slipping in and out of me with ease.

His eyes widen with delight as he watches before he turns to face me, a slow, sexy smirk lifting his lips. With his spare hand, he slips it under my top and bunches it, pushing it up round my neck to reveal my swollen breasts. He lowers his head down, covering my right nipple with his mouth, licking, and sucking when I feel a second fingertip threatening to fill me, but this time, I don’t stiffen, I welcome it. Wanting to feel completely full. My fingers quicken as I rub my clit harder, the heat swarming me, tingles erupting over my skin as I feel my impending orgasm.

“Titus,” I whisper, wanting to grab him but he is on my wrong side, my fingers still rubbing over my sensitive clit.

“I know Little Red, I know,” I feel myself tighten, my hips lifting so I meet his every thrust into me with his two thick fingers. His lips lock around my nipple, sucking it into his mouth as he grabs a handful, squeezing and kneading and I feel the electricity bolt through me, I can hear how wet I am and it’s turning me on, giving me the gentle push that I need to fall deep into the pleasure pool and sink to the depths of darkness.

“Shit,” I just about manage, my back arching as he rubs that spot that no one ever has, my skin erupts in an ice blanket, my eyes roll in the back of my head.

“You like that baby?” he asks, his fingers pushing in and out harder now, my pussy aching, my stomach burning, and I can feel the tremble begin to vibrate through my legs.

“Yes,” I moan, my spare hand clutching onto the bedsheet beneath me, scrunching it in my fingers tightly.

“Then let it go Twilight,” he whispers, his lips pressing against my ear, and I do. I let it all go for him, my back arching and lifting from the bed as my orgasm explodes through me, my moans filling the room and suddenly, I see stars, my ears ringing as I ride my orgasm. My pussy riding his fingers because I physically cannot get enough of him.

Slipping his fingers from me, he lifts them to his lips and sucks on them and groans as he does.

“Fuck, you taste so fucking good,” he rolls on top of me, smirking down at me before he crashes his lips onto mine and swipes his tongue through my lips. I pant, still coming down softly from the almighty high he just gave me.

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