us can’t breathe.
I’m hard, and she can feel it.
I’m determined to have her, and she agrees.
My heart flutters into my neck, into my throat, and we both choke at
the sensation while we shiver and move as one body. The nightgown
is up past her hips now, and this should be the point of no return.
But I can’t bring myself to latch onto the strings of her matching
thong, though my body can’t think of much else to do right now.
“I-I can’t,” I pant into her lips.
Her hips rock into mine, as though to disprove that sentiment.
I smile and pull back to catch my breath, her soft inhales almost cute
in their gasping demeanor.
“I didn’t say I couldn’t physically,” I remark, both of us highly aware
that the rod in my pants wants nothing more than to break free of
this flannel so I can properly make her feel good. But it’s not right.
“We shouldn’t be doing this.”
“Why not?”
My brain fogs with her desperate need to have me and mine to have
her.
Maybe I should go through with it. Just get it out of the way and
settle both of our frenzied emotions tonight. It’s been turbulent at
best, and we both could use a release like none other. But looking at
her pretty face and her innocent grin, I know I don’t have the heart to
go through with something so careless as impulsive as sex tonight.
She’s too emotionally vulnerable tonight, which is no better than
bedding her down when she’s drunk.
I pull away, and she sits up, the nightgown falling over her hips and
thong with ease. She even pulls a blanket over her lap just to be sure,
and I hate myself already for this mix-up.
“I shouldn’t have done that,” I groan, pushing my hand over the hem