“What is?”
“Calling me darling.”
“Practice makes perfect.”
“I hate that line,” I admit, unphased by the casual and quick shifts of
topics between us. It’s just so damn easy to talk to Percy, easier than
it’s ever been to talk to anyone else. “I could practice the guitar every
day for three years—doesn’t mean I’ll be perfect at it.”
“No, but you’ll be better than you were.”
“Progress, then. Not perfection.”
He nods silently at first, holding the rim of his mug to his pouting
bottom lip and never taking a drink of it. “I guess that does make
more sense.”
“Besides, perfect is overrated.”
He leans forward, elbows on his kneecaps. “Alright, explain that one
to me.”
“What, that perfection is overrated? It is. Even I can admit that; the
girl who had to be perfect.”
“You’re not as bad as you may think,” he says. “Homecoming queen.
Prom queen. Weren’t you valedictorian, as well?”
“Hardly. I think I got the title because no one else wanted it.”
“But still. You’ve succeeded in those things by being perfect and
striving for perfection. How is that a negative?”
I laugh to myself, feeling the half-crescent moon taunt me overhead
with the billions of stars being his backup in my humility. “Because
look where it got me. No boyfriend, mountains of debt, and an
unwillingness to be social in even the most basic of forms.”
“Granted, I don’t like being social either, Leah.”
“But you live in town. You talk to people. I mean, how is being able to
sing on stage and bring the most vulnerable emotions out for
everyone to see, not being social?”