easy for me to play now, and my vocals come out so smoothly,
without any strain at all. I sing and play the best song I’ve ever been
able to do, and the crowd eats it alive. Everyone is cheering and
clapping—some are even singing along with me!
My eyes trace the back wall, finding Ryan Jones with a furrowed
frown on his face, while Farrah doesn’t seem to be bothered by
anything. She’s always been pretty laid back unless she’s mad. Only
then does she really prove she has this harsh side to her that is better
suited for a therapist.
She gets angry fast, and when she’s angry, she says things.
I ignore those memories, playing my encore song for Leah, and only
for Leah. She smiles and claps along with the tune, unsure of a single
note or word that I sing and play, but she’s happy all the same. When
it’s over, people call for more, and the other guys seem just as
surprised as I am.
We’ve never had anyone ask us to play longer. Most of the time, they
ask us to play less and to play quieter. Now, I’m not sure how to
handle this reaction, shrugging to the others while I consider what
we should do next.
When the song is decided, we play on, and we play until midnight.
My fingers grow numb, and my calloused fingertips need a break. My
hands are sweaty and tired, my knuckles worn and throbbing. We
finish with the last song that we know how to play cohesively, and
everyone still cheers for more. I wave them off, thank them for the
fun, and set down my guitar to signal the end.
Leah jumps to the side of the stage with a glass held out towards me.
I brush my hand over my forehead to clear the sweat, the same
reason I’m shirtless now from the heat in this room rising with every
song, and her eyes caress my surface carefully while I take the glass.
“What is this?”