“I get a little frustrated at the cars sometimes,” I breathe, keeping my
eyes far, far away from that save-the-date card. “Besides, throw out
that card. I don’t need it because I’m not going.”
“I understand that.”
He sits up straighter after a long moment of thought, his eyes
brightening with his body straightening in posture. I can just about
see the lightbulb turn on over his head.
“What if I had an idea that would distract everyone from us,
though?”
“What are you talking about?”
“We get together and go to the wedding as a couple.”
The wrench I didn’t know I was holding falls to the floor, nearly
hitting the edge of my boot as it hits the ground in a loud, clanking
sound. I jump away from it in shock, hoping it covers the leaking
look of disgust and utter humiliation that crosses my features.
I’m warm and cold at the same time.
Ice cold water runs through my veins, my body stiff and sore—
unwilling to move.
But the heat in my face is like the sun is staring me right in the eyes,
just inches from my nose, while little bursts of solar flares kiss and
tingle my cheeks. I feel like I’m being burned on the outside, digging
at least two inches deep until it hits the frozen layer, crystalizing
inside of me.
“Get the fuck out,” I breathe, shaking my head. “It’s bad enough I
have Ryan taunting me that his four-month relationship trumps our
decade-long relationship. I don’t need you to come in with this funny
edge to you, digging the knife in my back even deeper.”
His brows pinch. “Excuse me? I am not trying to make things worse.”
“But you are,” I hum. “Please, I think you should leave.”
SAY TOO LITTLE, TOO OFTEN