wouldn’t hurt Ryan, even if I hate him with my guts right now. Ryan
wouldn’t hurt me, either. Know that.”
He looks aside, uninterested in carrying the conversation further.
“Listen, it’s nothing, okay? I didn’t come here to talk about my past
with Farrah. If anything, I want to talk about the future. About this
wedding.”
“What about it?”
“My band wants the gig. They think it’ll be a good deal to have under
our belts and could lead to more exposure, obviously. If we can prove
we can play a classy event, maybe we can crawl out of the bar scene
at last.”
“I thought punk rock was birthed in the bar scene. Why do you want
to change that?”
“It’s complicated. I don’t want to attend this stupid wedding at all,
but it looks like I might have to.”
Unsettled, he ruffles a hand through his brunette hair before
scratching the stray hairs on his neck that look more amber and
redder than his short hair that isn’t under a black hat today. It’s
actually a nice look for him, even with the little diamond stud that he
has pinched into his ear.
I don’t have an issue with guys who wear earrings, but I’m a little
jealous. My mother despised jewelry at all costs and wouldn’t even
wear her wedding band. She was petrified when I started working
with dad in the garage, afraid I’d wear a long necklace that would get
stuck in an engine belt, get ripped off my throat, and hurt me.
Then when Ainsley had begun showing interest in fashion, and the
costume jewelry started coming in droves, my mother about lost her
mind. She didn’t want us to dress up, to be overly feminine, because
Rally is a rough town. If we were ever too dainty or frilly, she would
be afraid we’d be taken as innocent and weak. We were raised to be