Farrah did to him with Ryan, then I guess there really isn’t any harm
in this.
“He just said that he wants me to be at the wedding because we’re
like old friends or something. Never mind the fact that we were
together for ten years, almost half my life. He throws it away over the
fact that I didn’t tend to his needs after my father died.”
He nods slowly, leaning in with piqued interest. “Did you tend to his
needs all the other times?”
“Of course, I did,” I bite. “I was the best girlfriend. I paid for dinner if
he lost his wallet. I held him when his dog died after graduation, and
I was the best fucking listener when he would vent about every single
issue that came his way. And don’t get me started on the sex.”
He holds his palms up in surrender. “Don’t need to know any of
that.”
“I was attentive to every need, every single time he wanted it,” I say
anyway. “I never turned him down, not even if I wasn’t in the mood.
My life goal was to please that man so we could have a future
together after spending years and years of being together. And what
does he tell me now? I wasn’t caring for his needs, and I had driven
him into the bed of another woman because he felt alone.”
“He felt alone… Are you kidding me? Your father just died, Leah. You
needed him.”
“Exactly!” I say, excited that someone seems to be on my side of
things for once. “I was always there for him, and I walked him
through the death of both of his grandparents. The minute I asked
him for space after my dad died, he walked away and felt rejected by
me.”
He shakes his head in disgust, chewing on his bottom lip until it’s red
and pink. “That’s horrible. I can’t imagine a guy saying that kind of
thing. It’s bullshit. You needed the support that you had given him,