need?”
“I’m short nine thousand,” she gusts. “I saved up three thousand in
waitressing tips—and another four in babysitting and selling those
old dress samples I made. I don’t have time to come up with nine
thousand dollars, Leah! I’ll be trapped in Rally forever!”
I try not to ask why being stuck in the Ozarks of Arkansas is
equivalent to an end-of-the-world reaction ebbing through my little
sister right now, but I don’t even want to hear the answer.
Truthfully, I’ll end up in Rally for the rest of my days, and I’m fine
with that reality in more than one way. Dad’s shop needs a strong
lead mechanic to fill his shoes, and our old farmhouse was built by
our grandfather’s hands.
I stay here for the sense of family that surrounds me, even in their
passing. But to hear my sister, the only living relative in the vicinity,
is going to be leaving me next—it does more than sting. For a
moment, I contemplate telling her to go to the community college in
Little Rock, but I know I would only hurt her more. Being the big
sister is a role I take proudly, and helping her achieve her dreams is
why I keep pushing forward through this unfair, tumultuous life.
“There’s some more money left in Dad’s inheritance,” I sigh,
watching her body language shift. “I can loan you the nine thousand
from that, okay? But I’ll need that money back one day. It was going
to upgrade his shop here, but I can somehow refurbish the one he
already has with scraps and bartering.”
Her eyes clear up quickly, and her lips part in awe. “You’d do that for
me? Dad’s shop means the world to you, Leah.”
“You mean more.”
She throws herself into my arms, and I blink back tears of
insufferable grief. I just lost my dad four months ago, and the
breakup that came with my high school sweetheart didn’t help. The