my hips to keep me from falling off his waist.
Somehow, we’ve ended up laying with one another in the backseat,
covered in grease and dirt, my heart furthering at the realization that
maybe Percy’s bandmates have shown up looking for him. Instead,
the taut body standing in the open door of the classic car where we
lay is someone we didn’t anticipate.
Percy sits up, setting me down in his lap while my stomach twists
and turns in my gut.
“Ryan,” I breathe. “What are you doing here?”
His face is stoic at first, like he isn’t sure how to handle the sight of us
together in the backseat. Percy, on the other hand, is partially
gleaming. It’s a quick moment before I realize this situation is all too
familiar to him. I’m not going to say it’s fair that he’s actually happy
to see Ryan perturbed by our position back here, but thinking about
Percy finding Farrah and Ryan in a backseat together isn’t okay,
either.
If anything, they’re about even in crude truth, and it’s sad to admit.
I’m happy that Percy gets his payback.
Even if it’s not exactly fair for me to make Ryan suffer. But he left
me, right? How could he suffer over this sight when he probably
woke up straddling his new fiancée after leaving me in my dark days
to deal with my father’s death?
I cling to Percy right back, watching Ryan’s hands curl into fists.
“You’ve got a garage band on your front lawn,” Ryan snarls.
Percy sits up straighter, kissing my cheek. “I’ll go talk to the guys,
darling.”
I nod, and he scoots out of the backseat and pushes past Ryan as he
skips out the open garage door. I sink into the seat where Ryan
watches me like a hawk watches a mouse. My lungs slowly close up,
and the words don’t come to my lips for a long, stringent moment.