I shake my head, still looking for numbers in things as if it’s a big
enough distractor to ignore the stinging aftermath of a hit against my
face. It didn’t hurt, not physically at least, but Farrah has always
known my manhood is something I’ve fought to build up. Degrading
me to nothing more than a punching bag has been my biggest
struggle in our time together.
I’m an object she takes her fury out on, and I’m not going to let that
happen anymore. I can’t. I need to do something, to prove to her—
and to prove to Leah—that I’m a brave, strong man who was built for
survival and protection.
But then I’m subjected back to being nothing more than a thorn in
her side.
“Please, look at me, Percy,” she begs.
I’m staring right at her, my head unmoving, and yet she still asks me
to look at her.
“You’re far away,” she adds, shaking her head while her eyes turn
pink. Tears stream down her face when she sees my mind pull from
the present, and I can’t stand the sight of her upset. “Please, Percy.”
I lean in, pulling her into my arms tighter. Her face rests on my
chest, and I push my hands against the back of her neck, shifting my
fingertips to her hair where I can soothe her slowly and calmly, and
we both float back down to reality.
“Hey, I’m sorry,” I breathe into her long, blonde hair. “I’m okay. I
promise. Please don’t be upset.”
“Don’t worry about me. I’m worried about you.”
I bite back a sob, fighting everything inside of my body not to cry
against her shoulder right now. “I know you are, but I’m okay. I
promise.”
“I saw what she did to you. I heard what she said.”
I wince slightly, and she feels it but doesn’t mention it. I’m grateful