I don’t care.
My mind is reeling the whole drive to the port. The sky goes from indigo to gray to pale blue. It’s almost dawn by the time I pull into the parking lot.
I see his truck right away, parked in its usual spot outside his hangar. I swerve my Mustang to a stop beside it. Kill the engine, get out.
The port is still sleeping—silent and shrouded in early morning fog. I spot Adam standing at the end of the dock, looking out over the harbor.
Even through the fog, fifty feet away, I recognize him.
My brother.
My hero.
My lifeline.
I make my way toward him, tears fogging my vision. Still barefoot, he doesn’t even hear my approach until I finally manage to get my voice out.
“Adam!”
He turns and sees me running down the docks, but he doesn’t have a chance to say anything before I throw my arms around him.
At first, he’s caught off guard. His body goes rigid. Then suddenly, he’s hugging me so hard I think my ribs might break. Tears roll down my face as I hold onto him, wishing I could tell him so many things—but I can’t get any words past the lump in my throat.
So instead I just stand there hugging him.
Finally, I manage to choke out an apology. “I’m sorry, Adam. I’m sorry I’ve been such an asshole.”
“I’m sorry too, Jack.” His voice cracks, raw with emotion. “For everything.”
“Well, I forgive you. So shut up about it already.”
A surprised laugh rumbles out of him. I feel it in my chest. “You’ve got one hell of a left hook, little brother.”
“And you’ve got one hell of an uppercut.”
Adam sighs, pulling back to give me a weak half-smile.
“Come back home, Adam. Mom won’t be able to handle both of us gone.”
He frowns at me, clueless. “What do you mean? Where are you going?”
I smirk, swiping the leftover tears off my face. I can’t tell my brother that I’m joining the military while I stand here crying like a little girl. I suck in a deep breath.
“I’ve joined the Air Force.”
Adam stares at me, shocked. “What?”
“It’s what I want,” I assure him with a decided nod. “Really. I’ve thought about it a lot. I’ve always wanted to travel. And Mom and Dad want me to stop wasting time and pursue a career, so… that solves everything, doesn’t it? Maybe someday I’ll even become a fighter pilot. Who knows?”
Adam stares at me for a few seconds, taking it all in. “Wow, Jack. That’s… sudden.”
“I know.”
“Crazy.”
“I know.”
He studies me for a moment, skeptical. “It’s gonna be a lot of hard work.”