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"I do tonight."

He chuckled. "No, this—" he circled his hand around the three of us, "changes things."

I shook my head in denial of his words. Tightening my hold on his cock, I stroked him until his eyes dropped closed. His ragged breaths filled the space between us as he pressed his forehead to mine.

"It doesn't," I said.

"You love both of us as much as you love Sam," Lex hissed, fighting the pleasure I was giving him. "Admit it, you prick."

His insult had an unexpected laugh popping from my mouth. He wasn't wrong. But only someone that was brave could admit that in the face of possible rejection.

"Say it," Bellamy whispered. His breath ghosted over the shell of my ear. My stomach dropped in response. He had probably already picked it out of my head.

Maybe this was the first step to becoming who I wanted to be. "You're right."

"About?" Lex asked. He would not make it easy.

"I love you both. I always have." My chest constricted, and I released Lex from my grip.

"We're not done, Alastor," Bellamy whispered again. His fingers curled over mine, and he fisted our hands around the silky smooth hardness of Lex's cock. "By my count, we have at least another half hour."

CHAPTER 37

Raiden

My beast was finally satisfied. I scrubbed Sammy clean, and she only smelled of me. It seemed to satisfy the dark part of myself inside and the dragon seemed to mentally curl up. I brushed the soft towel over the mark on her shoulder. I had bitten her, not hard enough to break the skin, but it would leave a bruise. It made me feel like a piece of shit.

"I'm sorry," I whispered.

She dipped her head, catching my eyes. "It's fine, Rai."

I swallowed hard. "No, it isn't. I lost control."

She slid off of the counter; the towel wrapped around her, riding up a bit. Her palm landed on my chest above my heart. "I love all of you, including your dragon. If he needs to fuck me like that again, don't hold back. I like it hard and rough, remember? I might not sit down or walk properly after being fucked so thoroughly, but it is worth it."

Pushing her hair away from her cheek, I smiled. "You are something amazing, you know."

"I was made for you." Her teeth sank into her lower lip as she held back a full-blown grin.

"Now that I'm under control. We should—" I gestured at the closed door. Outside, the room had grown suspiciously quiet. Maybe they left.

She nodded and tugged the door open, walking out into the living area in nothing but a towel. Thankfully, I managed to satisfy my dragon, or I might have pulled her back into the bathroom for another round. The guys were sprawled on the couch, all three of them, the TV on some random movie. The room smelled just as much of sex as the bathroom had.

Sammy smirked as she dropped onto Alastor's lap. Her fingers played with the small hairs on the back of his neck. "You guys okay?"

Lex and Bellamy shared a look, and Alastor nodded. "We took the first step toward that tonight," Alastor replied.

She curled into him. "Good," she said.

Part of me wanted to apologize for acting like an animal earlier, but it looked like it helped them work out whatever emotional shit was between the three of them. So maybe it was a good thing my dragon lost its mind.

Bellamy watched me, his eyes unnerving as I settled into the chair. "I know you don't want to fuck me. But I think I need to bite you."

My eyes turned into saucers. I wasn't sure what I thought he was going to say, but it wasn't that. "You what?"

He tongued his canine. "It won't hurt."

I blinked slowly. "Why?"

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