Fuck it, who needed dignity to have a good time?
Recklessly, I sucked hard and began working my wrist at the same time. He growled, holding my head into his lap. His hands were gentle, keeping me just elevated enough I could breathe. I appreciated that. The only other man I’d given a blowjob had shoved my entire face into his lap and held it there while I gagged until he was done.
That hadn’t felt good. And the shame from it had felt worse.
I refused to let my mind wander and ruin this moment. He held my head gently and I pleasured him, soaking in his groans. I barely noticed that my jaw ached or that the plane had lifted into the air.
“I’m going to come, princess,” he gritted out.
I didn’t pull back. His cock went even harder on the back of my tongue. My palm worked. His thighs went tight and his body shuddered.
Salty-sweet warmth filled my mouth. I swallowed once. Then twice.
My eyes swiped up. Meeting his burning gaze.
“Fuck me,” he groaned.
I swallowed again and he was done, sinking back in his seat.
Silence fell. Suddenly shy, I pulled back and rested my cheek on his thigh.
“You’re surprisingly nice,” I admitted quietly.
“What?” He frowned.
“The only other person I did that for wasn’t very nice,” I admitted. “You’re a lot nicer than he was. I didn’t expect that from someone who shot five men in front of me and didn’t care.”
His brow twitched. “Who?”
“What?”
“Who wasn’t nice to you?” he said. “Give me a name and I’ll make him suffer for hurting your perfect mouth.”
Oh my God. I melted, my cheek pressed against his leg.
“No, that’s the past,” I said. “He was just inexperienced. I don’t think either of us knew any better.”
He didn’t like letting it go, I could tell. “Did he go down on you?”
“No,” I said. “He never mentioned it. I didn’t know enough then to ask.”
His lean fingers brushed through my hair. “Good. Only I get to eat your cunt.”
I swallowed, my chest aching. “What’s going on?” I whispered.
“I don’t know,” he said. “But you’re coming with me because that’s how I want it. And you’re sleeping in my bed at the hotel. I won’t touch you unless you want it, but none of this staying in other rooms bullshit anymore.”
“But I’m supposed to hate you,” I murmured.
“You can hate me in my bed,” he said.
There was a knock outside the curtain. I jumped, tugging my tank top up over my naked breasts. He tucked his cock away and got to his feet. My eyes dropped and I flushed hot.
“Your leg,” I managed.
He looked down. There was a large wet stain on his thigh, right where I’d ground myself.
“Here, let me clean it up,” I said, flustered.