I’d been dealt my hand and there was nothing I could do but try and do better, be better, find some sort of balance, and ride it until the next thing went wrong.
Shaking myself from the spiral, I drag my hands down my face and take a deep breath. It doesn’t matter what the world thinks of me. The only ones who matter are just my family—my sister.
And her.
Pulling out my phone, I tap out a message and hit send.
SORREN: Can I borrow your house?
SUNSHINE: Yes.
SUNSHINE: Wait—for what? You’re not hooking up with some tramp in my house
SORREN: I’m going to ignore the fact you think I entertain tramps.
SUNSHINE: Tramps are people too.
SORREN: Sunshine, can I borrow your house and have Marlee and Waylon over for dinner?
SUNSHINE: Of course
SUNSHINE: That’s really sweet
SORREN: I’ve been a shit brother and friend
SUNSHINE: We’ve talked about this
SORREN: Well I’m done making excuses
SUNSHINE: (gif of woman rubbing her temples looking irritated)
SUNSHINE: Okay so what do you need me to do? You already vacuumed…
SORREN: How do you know it was me?
SUNSHINE: Because that damn vacuum hasn’t worked for like three months and I’ve just been ignoring it
SORREN: Fine I fixed the vacuum and then used it
SUNSHINE: You’re sexy when you clean
SORREN: Hilarious
SUNSHINE: Not to the entire female population in Tennessee—probably most of the men too
SORREN: We’re getting off topic
SUNSHINE: Fiiiiiine.
SUNSHINE: Want me to be there or no?
SORREN: Always want you
SUNSHINE: Are you flirting with me, Sorren Mackay?
SORREN: That implies I know how to flirt
SUNSHINE: You’re impossible