SORREN: I know what I want, Sunshine, and it’s you.
SORREN: I’ll earn your trust but you have to let me.
RHEA: You know I trust you.
The ideathat I don’t trust him is absurd. Sorren has been in my life for close to two decades.
SORREN: Your heart, Rhea. I need you to trust me with your heart.
There wasno way I could respond to that because he is right—I don’t trust him with my heart. Not yet.
Our conversation simply reaffirmed the doubts I’d had since waking up, and I hated that just as much. I wanted to feel his weight pressed against me and I wanted to be worshipped like no one else had ever done before.
But I also wanted a love like my Mama and Daddy’s, and while I believed I could have that with Sorren, I just needed him to believe it too.
19
SORREN
OTTO: Rhea looks happier today
CASE: Agreed
WAYLON: I don’t want to know
WAYLON: Obviously I want her to be happy
OTTO: Obviously
WAYLON: But no details
CASE: Pot meet kettle
WAYLON: Shut up
HANK: So glad we don’t have to kill you
OTTO: Tanner did you bring one of our matching shirts to your training?
OTTO: You still like them right?
OTTO: You never want to hang out anymore
SORREN: Tell me why I’m in this one again
WAYLON: It concerns you
SORREN: Apparently not as much as Otto’s concern over his bromance with Tanner
CASE: Heh you said bromance
Tanner’s eye twitches with each message that comes through as he wrestles his cell from his pocket.
“Oh for fuck’s sake,” he grumbles as he reads them and then glares at me.
TANNER: Otto I saw you right before I left.
TANNER: You literally brought me a new one so that I could pack it