Page 40 of Always Yours

We had found a house after looking at twenty of them. It has five bedrooms and three bathrooms. Derek had wanted to fix it up and update the appliances before we moved in, so I had time to pick out furniture. He had insisted that I pick out what I wanted for the house, but I did get his opinion on some things.

We are making a nursery for our baby, and one for his other baby. He wanted to make sure that he had it ready with everything we will need just in case Bianca lets him have his baby over often. If he could have his other baby here all the time, he would be happiest, but he knows that won’t be a realistic ask. I know he wants both his babies with him more than he tells me because this man is nothing if not devoted.

He doesn’t really tell me too much about what is going on with Bianca, but she’s still at the clubhouse and getting bigger by the day.

Sometimes it’s hard to know that there is another woman carrying his baby, but what happened with them was over before I came along.

She gives me dirty looks whenever she thinks no one is looking, but there’s nothing I can do about her hate for me. I didn’t make Derek pick me.

I wish there was a way that I could make it work between us. We are both having his babies, so we are going to always be in each other’s lives in one way or another.

If I could talk to her without her wanting to start a fight verbally or physically I would try to make amends, but there is no way I would risk my baby.

I stare down at the slight bump and give it a little rub. A smile comes to my face.

I honestly never thought I wanted kids; especially with the life I was raised in. I had figured I was doomed to marry someone I didn’t even like.

There was no way I would bring a child into that.

This club though is something special.

The Vicious Snakes.

They are more than just club brothers. They are a family. Sure, there are some Old Ladies here that I still haven’t gotten to know and some, but not many, kids around. A lot of the brothers are still young. There is plenty of time to fill this club with families.

They all take care of their own, which is something I truly admire. I’m lucky to be a part of it.

I’ve gotten to know mostly everyone too, which is good. I’ve played pool, cards, and bullshitted about random things with each brother.

When there has been a club party, I stay by Derek, Bear, Nick, and Prez, and if I want to leave, surprisingly, Derek leaves with me. There are just some things I don’t want to see, such as when brothers get their dicks out waiting to get sucked.

They can go at it all they want, but it’s not something I really need to see. Especially when I am not getting it myself.

Though Nick hasn’t really participated since Derek had given him some of his pregnancy guarantee condoms and forgot to tell Nick not to use them.

He was with a woman at the strip club who was there for a bachelorette party and ended up knocking her up.

Her name was Rebecca, and she was some rich lawyer’s daughter.

I know this because she’s currently screaming at Nick because her father cut her off and disowned her for getting pregnant by a biker scum.

I could see ‘stuck up princess’ written all over her. If I would have met her that night, then I could have told Nick she was not worth the trouble; but that was the very day me and Derek were fighting.

“Maybe I should just get rid of it, and then maybe my dad will forget this mistake ever happened,” she says, taunting my best friend.

I can already see the anger simmering inside of him. Well, that wasn’t a very smart thing to say.

“Like fuck you are killing my child. I don’t see what the problem is; I said I would take care of you. We may not drink champagne here at the club, but that doesn’t mean I’m fucking broke,” Nick snaps at her.

“I’m not getting a job; you are right about you taking care of me. Don’t think I’m going to live here. I want a house off property where I can raise our kid so that she might have a good life,” she snaps before storming towards the room Nick is staying in now.

Ever since Sasha talked to Bear, she had been staying in his room. She seems so happy. I knew he wouldn’t have a problem with her not being able to have kids. Art isn’t like that.

Nick takes a seat beside me and lets out a long groan. “Fuck, this is messed up. I’m never accepting another condom from your man,” he hisses with eyes dropping down to my belly.

“Well, we have Bianca to thank for that,” I mutter.

He nods his head in agreement. I had told him everything that went down, and he was angry at Derek too. He still did everything that Derek told him to do since he was still a prospect, but it took a few weeks before things were cool with them again.

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