Page 32 of Always Yours

“What about Nik?” I ask.

“Since it’s a club party, he will be serving beer and cleaning up or on gate duty,” Derek replies.

“Do we need to cook?” Sasha asks.

“Whatever is easy, finger foods would be good. I know Prez would love to brag the cooking skills of you two up,” Bear says proudly.

“We can make up a menu tomorrow so we will know what we need,” I tell them.

“Speaking of menus, what’s on the menu tonight?” Bear asks.

“You’ll see,” Sasha says.

We chat with them until it’s time to start cooking. I ignore the weight of the pregnancy test for the rest of the night. I put it in the zipper pocket of one of my bags and promise myself I will tell Derek soon.

I don’t know what the fuck he’s going to think.

It’s too early to have kids and be a mom. Heck, I barely know how to be a mom. Mine wasn’t exactly a great role model growing up.

I already know that there is no way I could get rid of it.

It’s not like I will show right away, so I have time before I tell him.

Maybe I should just get it confirmed with a doctor first. That way, I won’t cause him to freak out if it’s a false positive.

Yeah, that’s what I will do.

I push the thoughts away as Derek joins me in bed and I fuck him, even knowing that’s exactly how I got into this mess in the first place.

Derek “Razor”

Something is up with Lily.

I don’t know what the fuck it is.

Ever since I told her there was a club party, there has been something off with her.

Maybe she’s only worried about the number of brothers coming.

She won’t have to worry about any fucker touching her because I will gut anyone who thinks about taking my woman.

Things have been going really well, but I have a feeling that the shoe is about to drop and I don’t know why.

Nick, Lily, and Sasha are all fitting into club life perfectly. I don’t know if that says a lot about their upbringing or what but, seeing as Bear is falling completely head over heels for Sasha, it’s probably a good thing she can handle this life.

We had also gotten quite a few new club whores in, which is no interest to me right now since I have everything I need.

I don’t tell Lily, but Bianca is getting more miserable and bitchy by the day. She has been bringing up just ‘leaving to get out of my way,’ but I can’t have her leaving while she’s carrying my baby. I always have someone watching her. With how she is talking, I don’t know if I can trust her right now.

Nick is taking a shift at the stripper club we have opened. Working at a strip club is not something we normally have prospects do, but he’s a big guy so I think that will help if any problems arise.

I know what happens and, if women come onto you, we don’t really have a strict policy on what happens. As long as the floor is good, he can take a break with a woman if that’s what he ends up doing. I know I have had that happen a few times. Sometimes a release is all you need.

I hand him a couple condoms and tell him to enjoy his shift. He rolls his eyes but takes them, thinking he won’t need them.

Fuck, I hope I won’t need condoms anymore; Lily needs to get on birth control. I would love to feel her heat ungloved.

That’s something I need to bring up with her.

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