Page 13 of Always Yours

Chapter Four

Liliana

I close the door behind me the next morning as I leave Razor’s room and head to mine. Nikolai is sitting up looking worried until he finally sees me enter the room. He looks me up and down and then narrows his eyes at me. “Where have you fucking been?”

“I was with Razor,” I tell him with a shrug.

“You have any idea how worried I was?” he shouts.

“You knew I wouldn’t leave without telling you. I don’t need your permission to have fun, do I?” I ask, raising an eyebrow at him.

“Did you fuck him?” he asks bluntly.

I shake my head. “For your information, nosy, we didn’t fuck. Sure, we did other things, but that’s none of your business.”

I sit down on the mattress beside him.

He lets out a sigh. “I’m just trying to watch out for you. I know you haven’t been with anyone, and I don’t want you to get your heart broken by a biker who will just fuck you and then fuck you over.”

“Maybe he will. That sounds like my mistake to make though,” I tell him softly.

He lets out a sigh but still looks worried. “Fine, I won’t get in the way but, if he fucking hurts you, I will gut him myself.”

I chuckle at his words. “Alright. I know you can be protective. I thank you for that but, for the first time, I’m free to make my own choices; please don’t try to take that away from me.”

“I know. We had a shit situation, but I would do it all again if it meant you were safe,” he tells me.

“Who knows. Maybe we will make a good life here for ourselves,” I say with a shrug.

“Art, or I mean Bear, seems to have made a good life for him. I don’t think I had ever seen my brother smile until today,” Nik says softly.

“Yeah, I didn’t think he knew how to smile,” I say laughing at my own words.

“Maybe one day we won’t have to look over our shoulders. Right now, I just keep hoping that no one finds us,” he says.

“I don’t think that worry will ever go away,” I tell him.

“Alright, enough of this. Go shower because you smell like sex, and then we need to start earning our keep here. As much as take-out is good; that’s all we have been eating for weeks. I need a good home cooked meal,” Nikolai says.

“Yeah, I agree. I’ll shower and then head to the store. Any preference for supper?” I ask as I get up to head to the washroom. Nik hands me some clothes that are way too baggy. I’ll have to do something about that today too.

“Make your garlic parmesan penne... with homemade garlic bread. That would be fucking heaven,” he pleads.

“Got a craving for garlic, do ya?” I chuckle.

“Damn straight,” he says.

I shake my head with a smile on my face as I head to the shower.

My mind drifts to everything that Razor and I had done last night. He showed me how talented he is with his fingers and mouth. I swear, there is not one part of my body he didn’t touch last night.

I also took my turn and learned how to give hand jobs and blow jobs. It was quite fun learning what makes him crazy. I learned by the sounds he made. Having that man fall apart because of something I did was the most addicting part.

I’m easily becoming addicted to that man. I just hope that he didn’t use me for a notch on his bed post last night and plans to ignore me today. I don’t know what I would do if that happened.

Once I’m done my shower, I get changed and Nik is waiting for me. We head to the main room and the Prez, Art, and VP are waiting for us.

“Alright, these two prospects are going to go with you to the store. They have the money you need, so get everything and anything you can think of. There is no limit. There are a lot of mouths to feed here,” he says looking at me. I nod my head, but I can’t help how my eyes widen at his words. I have a feeling we are going to be spending a good chunk of money today.

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