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Atlas’ tongue flicked out, separating folds that had never been touched by another man and wouldn’t be by anyone but these three ever again. So it felt precious, beautiful and oh-so-fucking-good when he did.

“Atlas…”

I barely breathed out his name, my hand going to his head, running my fingers through his hair as he delved deeper. He just seemed to know. Where I needed him, the two points aching so sweetly as his tongue flicked over. My clit throbbed in time with my heartbeat, the sensation getting more intense with every lick, and then there was the other place. That place deep inside me, where his knot would lock, if he was truly an alpha, tying the two of us together and…

“Oh fuck…”

“Looks like our brother is giving it to our girl good.” Jay tried for levity and failed utterly, because when we all turned to face him, his brows creased and a look of almost pain crossed his face as he pulled me closer. “You’re gonna let us, right?” His hand slid down my body, coming to settle on my stomach, where the fire inside me seemed to flare harder. “We’re gonna make you feel so damn good, Kai…”

And they did.

I couldn’t reply, couldn’t make words out, not as all of them moved to please me. Some girls I knew ignored the pack rules, sleeping with guys before the choosing, but their reports back about the process hadn’t been promising: that it was painful, unpleasant and that they didn’t see what the big fuss was about. And that made me think they must have been doing something else entirely. Because …me?

I was in heaven.

It felt like it literally, with the sky massive above us and dotted with a million stars and I felt like I was one of them. Except I was shining bright and growing brighter with every pass of Atlas’ tongue, every kiss from Jayden, every draw of Xavier’s mouth on my nipple making me burn hotter and hotter until I thought I would burst into flames. But right when I was starting to feel heavy, dense with pleasure, Atlas reared above me.

He was a dark shape, no longer my gentle giant. His eyes gleamed bright silver as he stared down at me.

“You’re ready to take me,” he said, sliding his fingers where his tongue had been, his saliva, my slick, making it easy for them to push inside me. My body flexed though, stiffening at this sudden intrusion, then pushing back against his fingers, needing more. Deeper, harder than his fingers could go, even when he pulled them out to add another. I felt a pinch of pain, but then so much pleasure, his fingers pumping in and out of me way too slowly.

“Yes…” I agreed, finally finding my voice after a moment of delirium at the sensation. “Yes…”

“Go slowly,” Xavier growled as his brother moved between my thighs, one hand slapping down above my head, smelling of me, the other going down between us to rub something far bigger than his fingers against my aching hole. “Don’t hurt her.”

“Hurt…?” I stiffened momentarily.

“Just for a second.” Atlas’ voice was deep, calm, reassuring. “Your body’s going to change now, from girl, to ours. You need me inside you.” I whined at that, the wolf pressing hard, insistent that this had to happen. This was mating, exactly what we needed, she made clear. “And I need to be in you.”

His hips jerked forward, a bright burst of pain taking my breath away, but when I caught it again in a series of rapid pants, that faded and was replaced by something more.

“Oh god…” I groaned, but when Atlas went to pull away, I jerked him closer. My ankles locked around his hips and he sunk deeper into me. “Atlas—”

“I know,” he ground out. “I know, beautiful. So fucking good. You’re taking all of me, blowing my fucking mind.”

But I couldn’t make a single word out, my teeth locking down, my stifled moans forced past them. God, I was so fucking full. Of him, of them, of everything good in the world, which I felt like I was always missing out on and so my arms were flung around his shoulders, holding tight.

“Just stay there…” I gasped. “Just like this.”

“Are you OK?” All the heat deserted Xavier’s voice, replaced now with deadly concern. “Does it hurt? I’ll fucking kill him if it does—”

“No.” I buried my face in Atlas’ neck, placing little kisses on his neck. “I…” I’d never be able to say this in the cold, hard light of day, but here in the dark, the truth came out. “I don’t want this to end.” Atlas pulled back slightly, those silver eyes glowing as they stared down at me. “I feel… I feel…”

“Complete.”

Atlas didn’t say as much as the others, but when he did? It was always the right thing.

“Complete.” I nodded. “Full of you.”

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Atlas

“Complete.” She nodded. “Full of you.”

Did Kai want to rip my heart out with one hand and make me feel like king of the world with the other? I’m sure that wasn’t her plan, but here we were. I cradled her head with one of my arms, dropping my weight down lower and then both of us groaned as I sank deeper.

“This will never end, Kai. Never. Whatever you’re feeling right now, we’ll do whatever we have to, to make sure it continues. You’re ours…” My voice caught on that, became ragged and scratchy, my eyes aching with tears that came from nowhere. “You’re mine.”

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