Page 112 of Scapegoat

“I’m not finished!” I yelped, the wolf and me in complete agreement. We couldn’t do anything until this was done right. The fabrics were a vast improvement on the ones on the bed before, but still—

“It’s OK.” Xavier’s hand slid down my back and my spine arched in response. My head dipped lower and my naked hips were thrust up. “We’ll wait. We’ll always wait for you, Kai.”

But at the feel of his hand, I couldn’t. A low whine escaped my throat, feeling like it vibrated all over me, right as I felt the leak of slick down my thighs.

Fuck.

Something happened, as they drew closer, a terrible kind of hunger far more powerful than what Mum had tried to chemically induce, but also far gentler. I was simmering rather than being roasted until the flesh fell off my bones.

I felt good.

My hips worked back and forth, moving in time with the slow strokes of Xavier’s hand, which made the other two groan.

“Jesus, look how fucking swollen and wet she is…” Jayden hissed. “Kai baby, I need to know if you’re done making your nest, because I’m gonna die if I don’t taste you soon.”

“Please,” I moaned, pressing my hips backwards.

I’d never been so aware of my own body, feeling the petals of my cunt part at this angle, right before Jayden dropped down before me. A hot mobile tongue slid far too easily through me, a messy slurp making clear to the room what he was doing, but I didn’t care. I needed this, that flick against my clit, the slow circle of the point of his tongue around my entrance, right before it pushed in. Too soft, too mobile, too short, it made me whine all the more, before Atlas got closer.

Jay flopped down on his back and then moved under me to suck on my clit, the slow, gentle tugs driving me fucking insane. But Atlas was far more brutal, an electric pleasure rippling down my spine as he speared two fingers, then three, then four into me. The combination of soft and hard, of gentle and brutal had my teeth clenching down, burying my face in the soft fabric and moaning like a cat in heat with every pulse. And while they did that, Xavier spoke.

“Look at you, beautiful girl. You’re taking my brothers so fucking well. They’re making you feel so good, aren’t they?” I couldn’t answer with words, my grunts barely human. “They’re going to make you come so many fucking times, but they’re not going to stop.” My whine shifted in tone, becoming somewhat uncertain. “Not until we’ve given you fucking everything you need, because that’s what this is about, right? What you need, Kai. So what do you want?”

I couldn’t answer him, because the pleasure wasn’t building but flaring to life like flames, ready to eat me up.

And I was going to let it.

I rubbed my cunt against Jayden, pushed back against Atlas, until they forced me to stop. To just take a breath and another and just feel.

I grabbed at my orgasm with greedy fingers, wanting, needing that pleasure as it roared through me. It felt like it was going to eat me all up and I was going to let it. What’d happened back in Ghost Town was an attempt to break me, but this put me right back together.

They would do this for me forever if I wanted. If I needed to be woken up by all three of them drowning me in pleasure, they would. Whatever I needed, whatever I wanted, they would deliver and as I panted, that’s when I felt it.

Love.

Pure and simple and yet the most complex emotion in the world. The one that built cities, civilisations and also brought them crashing down. The feeling that transcends rules and social norms, going where it willed and I was swept up in it right then. My pleasure spiked, right as my heart did.

“Love…” I gasped out.

“What?” Xavier asked, dropping his head lower. He stared into my feverish eyes, his brows creasing as if what I said caused him real pain.

“I love you,” I forced out.

And it was then that it slammed into me, physical pleasure, but one that was multiplied exponentially by the emotional one. Every barrier was brought down, every defence dismantled. It was this, just this I needed.

“I love you,” I sobbed and he dropped down on the bed, wrapping his hand around my neck and stroking the mark he’d left on me.

“Gods, Kai, all I’ve ever been able to do is love you, beautiful. It’s all I will do.”

And then we kissed, something that took my breath away literally, leaving us panting when we drew apart, but then I reached over with a shaking hand and pushed his head to the side. He was an alpha. He didn’t need to submit to anyone ever, but right now he did, baring his neck to me and then making a strangled sound as I sank my teeth into him.

I’d torn out the throats of two people who tried to kill me, but whatever memory I held of that, it was washed away by this. Not biting Xavier to hurt him, but to claim him. Whatever I’d been feeling before it seemed to grow and grow, until my chest ached with it, but I couldn’t seem to want to stop. Not even when I pulled away and licked his skin clean of blood.

“We get you off, but you claim him?” Jayden smiled but I saw the hunger in his eyes, the wariness. “That’s bullshit.”

“Yeah?”

I rose from the bed, not feeling like a whiny, vulnerable omega anymore, but one filled with her own power. I shoved him down on the bed, his head hanging off the end as I straddled his hips and then angled his cock up as I slammed down on it.

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