Page 96 of Madness Behind the Mask
“Bert,” I whimper, hating his name on my tongue.
“You spread your legs for all of his friends too, didn’t you?”
His fingers dig into my hips, ten pinpoints that radiate his rage. Hispain.
“I don’t know.” The words are broken, but I refuse to cry over them. My lips wobbling, I turn my head, my own painpulledto the surface, drawn out by his. “You were supposed to kill them all for me!” Ishout. “You were supposed toprotect me!”
His face twists with agony and a mirroring shame to mine, but that doesn’t stop him from slamming his hand down on my ass.
“I’ve loved you for forty-two years, Sau,since you were a baby in a crib. I didn’t just see you as some whore to carry my children like my father did my mother. Ilovedyou.”His voice cracks as he spanks me again,buthis hand lingersthis time to knead away some of the sting. “I love you, sweet girl. Why can’t you love me back?”
Tears burn my eyes as I stare at him in shock. “Ido.” How does he not know that?
“But why should I believe a whore,” my husband asks, “when even her lips have been around more cocks thanjustmine?”
He holds my gaze, the pain in his eyes increasing mine until it becomes hard to breathe. He truly doesn’t know I love him. I almost killed him with my shadows. Then Ileftwith Aleric willingly. He watched me come all over the vampire’s fingers when I’ve never come with him. I heave in a breath, never tearing my eyes off him. “I love you, Caden. Only you. The others…” I swallow, my throat tight, but the sheer desperation in his eyes, hisneedto hear me say it, pushes the words out. “I don’t know why I came with Aleric, why violence...turns me on.”
I choke on the admission, hating how dirty it sounds when Caden has only ever offered me safety. But I can’t hide the truth from him anymore...or me.
Reaching back, I grab one of his hands on my hips and squeeze. The fact that he doesn’t jerk away from my grip gives me hope that he still loves me despite the filth that has wrapped itself around my soul. He can’t clean it off. There’s no pretending anymore that he can.
“I love you,” I whisper. “Only ever you.”
Dragging his hand down my hip and over his cock, Ipress his fingers to my clit. “This pussy is yours, Caden,” I say. “This mouth…” I pull his fingers to my lips and kiss them. “It’s yours. My ass...it’s yours.” Tears burn my eyes from the rawness of this moment, and I clutch his hand to my chest, right over my heart. “I’m yours, Caden. Only ever yours.”
His body shudders as he holds my gaze. “Then spread your legs for me, sweet girl, and let me get him off you.”
I obey immediately, spreading them wide even as my body tensesoverthe idea of both his cocks penetrating me at once.Even with the potion he gave me, I don’t think they’re going to fit.
He draws back, lines up both cocks, then hesitates, too sweet to hurt me despite everything he’s feeling.
So I take a deep breath, force myself to relax as much as I can, and then slam back hard and fast. I cry out as I impale myself, my knees buckling until I’m held up only by the thick, pulsing cocks inside of me. Instant regret fills meas the pain radiates everywhere, and I try to squirm offhim,but he grabs both my hips and holds me still.
“Fuck, Sau,”he hisses. “I can’t pull out now.”Panic fills me as a knot thickensnear the head of the cock up my pussy.
“It hurts,” I whimper as I’m stuffed so much, I feel like I’m being torn apart, like it’s crushing all my organs and leaving no space for anything else. My hands touch my stomach, and I can feel the outline of his cock. “Ithurts,” I say again, but all he does is groan.
Both of his cocks jerk inside me, radiating sharp spikes of pain, and I cry out before hewrapsa handaroundmythroat.
“Shhhh,” he says as he bends down to my ear, going deeper inside of me, splitting me in two, making the pain intensify.My eyes,pussy, and ass burnas heshuffles his legs around mine.
“You can take it,sweet girl.”
I shake my head. “It’s too much.”
“Just relax…Daddy’s got you.”Somethingflicks up and downthe outside ofmy pussy lips, and I gasp at the shockofit feeling wet. Andgood. I moan as itrubsacross my clit. “That’s it. You’re being such a good girl relaxing for me.”
He reaches forward to fondle a breast, pinching my nipple until it hurts. A delicious current flows through me, and I start to pant.
Finding pleasure from pain doesn’t feel so shameful when he’s the one doing it. My legs shake as I want to beg him to hurt me more, to fuck me like I need it, but the words still sit heavily on my tongueoverworry that he’ll judge me like I judge myself for wanting such horrible things.
So instead, I silently spread my legs wider, hoping that he knows without me asking.
His hand slams down onto my ass, and I jump, then stumble, my legs nearly too numb to hold me up, his two cocks feeling like they’re cutting off circulation. “Did I tell you youcouldmake demands?”
My mouth drops open as my palms hit the wall to catch myself. “Sorry,” I rasp, my heart going a thousand beats a second as excitement courses through me.
“You do not get to ask me for anything.No, tonight,you’re just going totake–” He pulls out until the knot of his cock hits the rim of my vagina and lodges there. The ridges up my ass popped out one by one, sending jolts of pleasure all through my body. “Itall,” he growls.
