Page 21 of Madness Behind the Mask
“Don’t look at me!”I scream, butthe words don’t leave my throat. They just sit there, suffocating me.
I can’t breathe again.
My pulse pounds in my ears as I try to fight Antonio off me.
Butnone of my muscles move. I’m completely helpless.All I can do is scream words no one canhear.
“Get off me!”
“Caden, don’t look.”
“I’m not a whore…”
“I’m not a whore.”
Antonio’slips are on my mouth again. He pushes his tongue into me, swirling it around mine ashis cock slams into me. It hurts so much but not more than the pain of Caden’s stare.
“You’re a fucking whore,” he says, breaking my heart. “So enjoy it like one.”
I cry as Antonio’s thrusts get faster.
“Just relax and enjoy it.”
But I don’t want to.
I don’t want...
I’m not a whore…
I turn my head from Caden, unable to bear looking at him while Antonio fucks me, his hands everywhere on my body – squeezing my nipples, rubbing above where he’s entering me,grabbingmy hipsand lifting themup sothat Inowmeet him with every thrust.
He circles his finger on my clit and groans against my neck as he pumps faster into me. An unwanted, shameful heat builds inside my belly despite how much I wish to keep it down. I know what it is, know that a girl should enjoy sex, but I don’t want to enjoy it with him.
Don’t want to…
I whimper as I squeeze around him, feeling sick as I’m dragged to the edge of my orgasm.
Mamatold me I would like it.
All the other women in the Family agreed.
But I don’t like it now.
Don’t want it.
Squeezing my eyes shut, I cry inthesilent prison that is my own body even asthat heat floods through me, the dam opening as my hips lift of their own accord, faster and faster until I pulse around his cock.
Antonio falls against me on a groan, kissing my neck, then my lips, his body slick with sweat. Sex fills the air, and when he pulls out of me, his cum trickles down my thigh. Reaching between us, he pushes it back in, his finger lingering against me.
I want him to leave.
I just want him to leave.
My eyes wet behind my lids, I cry without shame when he finally goes, though where, I’m not entirely sure.
But all too quickly, he returns.
And his cock rams into me.
