Page 20 of Madness Behind the Mask
His lips are on my neck. They’re soft and moving with words I don’t yet hear.
They’re fuzzy, like he’s far away.
But that can’t be right.
Because he’s on me.
I canseehim.
Feelhim.
Antonio’s onme.
“Get off me! Get off me! Get off me!”
His handcovers the left side of my chest, but it isn’t rough, and there isn’t any pain of a claw this time.No hole in my lungs. It’s easier to breathe. His palm rubs againstmy small breast, and aburstof something other than terror shoots through me.I don’t want to feelanypleasure though.I don’t want to turn into a whore.
But he’s rolling my nipplebetweenhis fingers, and mybreath catches as heat floods me.I tremble with disgust and desire, torn between the two of them.
“My sweet, sweet Sau.”Antonio’s other hand trails up my thigh, causing me to tense. Light paths stroke against my skin though, gentle caresses that make it too hard for me to hate.
Even though I want to hate him.
Hate his touch.
Keep myself pure for Caden.
He’s my husband.
I’m not a whore.
I’m not a whore…
I’m not.
A small whimper escapes my lips, the first noise I have managed to make.His body presses more firmly on me. His lower hand travels up as his lips graze across my skin. He licks up my neck as his fingers reach methere, and I tense on another whimper.
And thenI scream, but my lips don’t moveanymore, the noise just inside my head, loud and shrill and full ofpanic anddesperation for him to get off me. I can feel his claw ripping me apartas he pushes deep, then draws out.
“You’re so wet,” he murmurs as he sinks back into me.
“I’m not a whore.”
“You’re such a fucking whore.”
His mouth closes over mine, and I can’t stop his tongue from entering me. It strokes against mine, feeling too big for my mouth. I don’t like the taste of him.I try to turn my head, but it doesn’t move.He groans against me, his finger moving faster, and I squeeze my eyes shut,as well as my thighs, hoping to push him out.
When his hand moves away, I nearly sag with relief, but then there’s a sharper pain, a bigger thing filling me down there, and I cry out against his lips.
“Sau?”
I freeze at the sound of Caden’s voiceeven as my body trembles.
What is he doing here?
I don’t want him to seeme likethis. Don’t want him to think I’m some whoregetting fucked by a wolf.
“Squeeze me, sweet girl,” Antonio says as he thrusts into me.I turn my head, but mygazefindsCaden’s as he peers out of the woodssuddenly surrounding us,his green eyes wide in disgust.
