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I hope she feels what I feel in this moment.

Because I’m lost.

Lost in a sea of love. So grateful that the universe gave this woman back to me.

And I wish I could stay here forever.

14

JENNA

He’s on top of me. Max is on top of me. But then he slides out of me and rolls over onto his back, his arm over his eyes.

Is he sorry we did this?

Because I’m not.

He’s big, and he burned a little. It hurt when he first went inside, but once I got used to him, it…

It felt good.

Truly good.

I can’t imagine anyone else being as aware of my needs as Max was.

I enjoyed it. Yes, there were times when I was frightened, times when I winced when the intrusion was imminent. But I got through it. I got through it because it was Max. Because it was someone I knew would never hurt me, who would stop if I told him to stop.

I thought about it.

Right before he was ready to thrust into me, I almost told him to stop. Instead, I braced myself, because I knew I had to do it at some point, and I wanted it to be Max.

It could only be Max who brought me back into this.

But now… Now, we’re done.

Do I get up and leave?

I rise onto my shoulder, and I regard Max Robinson.

He is a beautiful man. No doubt about that. Tall and broad and solid, all muscle. Dark hair lightly covers his legs, and between them is his dick surrounded by a black bush. He’s only semi-hard now, but he’s still massive.

I had no idea he was so big. But why would I know? He and I were never together that way.

I never imagined us together this way. He was always Max. Max, my best friend.

What if I’ve changed our friendship forever by insisting that he have sex with me? What if we can never go back to where we were?

I need to leave.

I need to get out of here right now, because if I stay, I may ruin our friendship even more.

And I don’t want that.

I need Max right now.

I need my best friend.

I roll off his bed.

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