Page 28 of Meet Me in the Penalty Box

A smile pulled on my lips.

Nico

Don’t underestimate me, love. I can easily find that out if I need to.

I didn't need to see a response back from her. I only needed one from when she got home. Locking the screen of my phone, I set it down on my bed and headed into my bathroom to brush my teeth and relieve myself. I had to get to practice in a few hours, so I quickly hopped in the shower, even though I would be getting back in later on.

It didn’t take me long to wash my body and hair. As I stepped out of the shower and toweled off, I heard my phone ringing from my bedroom. My stomach did a somersault and I wanted to punch myself in the nuts for a reality check.

There was no reason for me to be acting like a little boy who had his first crush. Harper wasn’t the first girl that I was ever with and given the circumstances, I’m sure she wouldn’t be the last. Although, I wouldn’t complain if she were the only girl I would ever be with again. She does something to me—something I need to shut off.

We agreed that this was as far as this would ever go. Especially when so much was at stake for Harper. My feelings would only complicate things more and I needed to bury them down, deep.

It was in moments like this I wish I had my mom.

When I walked back into my room, I saw three unread messages. Two were from Wes and one was from Harper. I opened hers first.

Harper

I’m home safe and taking a much-needed nap before I run my errands. Thanks again for last night ;)

I smiled to myself.

Nico

Anytime, love. Text me later.

I closed out of our messages and ignored Wes’s as I went through my contacts. I found my sister’s name and tapped on it to FaceTime her. When our mom died, there were moments that it felt like it was just the two of us. Our father was still present, but he wasn’t really there. A part of him died that day too. And Giana and I realized we really had to stick together.

“Hey, Nic,”she signed to me as she answered the call. Her bright blue eyes that matched mine shined back at me and she flashed her white teeth with her grin. We both favored our mother.

“What are you doing?”I signed back to her as I dropped down onto my bed.

G gave me a look of suspicion. “What are you doing? You never call me this early. What’s wrong?”

“I just wanted to talk to you. Feeling a little alone and shit.”

Giana frowned, but gave me a knowing look. “Missing Mom?”

I nodded. “And you, obviously.”

“Well, duh,”she signed as she let out the softest laugh. “I would miss me too.”

Giana lost her hearing when she was a child. She got really sick and ended up spending a chunk of time in the hospital with heart issues. The medications they had her on caused permanent hearing loss and even though she could still physically talk, she mainly only signed now.

“What’s up, though, Nico?”Her expression was filled with concern. “Did you get into some kind of trouble?”

I shook my head. “No, I’m not in trouble. I don’t know. My head is all over the place and I’m not thinking straight.”

Giana’s eyebrows pulled together. “Stop being cryptic and spit it out.”

“I met this girl,”I signed to her. I had talked to my sister about girls before but that was back in high school. It wasn’t a normal thing for me to bring someone up like this to her.

Her face lit up. “Tell me more.”

“She works for the team as a photographer. She’s off-limits, but I can’t get her out of my fucking head, G.”

My sister’s eyes widened. “Don’t tell me… you’ve already gotten involved with her, haven’t you?”

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