Page 21 of Poke the Bear

Though I’d totally be open to that later, if she was into it.

“Fuck…” I hissed, because her hand moved too slowly to get me off, but if she wanted to take her time getting to know the dick that would service her to the end of her days, I was cool. Her slow, careful, swivelling inspection of every inch had my teeth locking down.

“You’re big,” she said with an attitude of wonder.

“For you,” I ground out. “But you can take me.” I forced my eyes open. “If that’s what you want. I’ll go slow. I don’t want to hurt you.”

“And take my virginity?” She shot me a lopsided smile. “If you were caught up in that idea, I’m sorry to tell you that I lost that to a very nice dildo from Fun Factory some time ago.”

“Yeah?” I grinned down at her. “Gotta say, the idea of possibly hurting you was killing me, so no regrets here, though I wanna see you with those toys.”

Spread out before me, toying with her cunt and her clit, driving me out of my mind with not being able to touch her, right until my control broke and I pushed them aside and filled her with me. Fuck yeah, that was hot.

“And I want to try the real thing,” she told me. There was a glitter of mischief in her eyes, as if Freya was daring to let herself be naughty for once and I was down for that. “Whaddya s—?”

“Yes.” I cut her off, lunged forward, slotted my hips between her thighs and used my hand to rub the head of my cock against her seam. Fuuuuck. She was scalding hot and so fucking wet. “Yes, please. Yes, please and right now.”

She answered me by wrapping her legs around my waist and pulling me closer. The tip eased in and it was fucking everything. I’d dreamed of this moment, but it felt like it was all going to be over so damn quick. I took a few rapid breaths, clawing at control, trying to keep a lid on this, but the need to bust my hot load into her was so fucking intense. I wanted her full of me, just a little of my seed oozing out of her pussy for me to push back in. I’d tilt her hips up, make sure she kept every drop so that her belly would swell…

Fuck.

I said just that as I pulled back.

“Condom. Fuck, I don’t have condoms.” I looked around me wildly, but knew I wouldn’t find any. “Fuck, I was not expecting to have sex. I didn’t know I’d meet you tonight. I—”

She tilted my head her way and smiled.

“I’m on the pill.” I let out a long sigh of relief, but that wasn’t all. “And I’m clean. You’re clean too, right?”

This was not how it was supposed to go. The team doc made clear that someone telling you they didn’t have an STI was a dumb thing to rely on, but…

“Clean as a whistle,” I said, then smiled. “Clean for you. I was waiting, waiting, for you to come along and …” I shook my head, feeling the prick of tears in my eyes before I blinked them back. “I didn’t want any shitty ex-girlfriends or situationships there to complicate shit. I didn’t want anything but you.”

She struggled to accept this, I could see it in her eyes, but wariness and hope had been fighting it out since we came in here and this was the moment that hope won.

“Really?”

I nodded.

“Just you, beautiful, so I can wait, if that’s what you need.” The bear, my dick, were all doing their level best to take control, to seal the deal, but I wouldn’t, not if she wasn’t keen. I’d woo her, take her out to every pretty place I knew and shower her with—

“I don’t want to wait.”

It was game time and I felt the same focus right then.

“Yeah?” I shifted my hips a little closer, easing myself in. “Something you need?”

She couldn’t answer me at first, a small strangled sound escaping her lips, but when I went to pull back, her legs locked around my waist.

“So big…”

“Gonna fill you right the way up, beautiful,” I promised her. “You’re gonna have everything you need.”

And what I needed too. I thrust forward, into her velvety depths and the groan I let out came from the depths of my soul. I was in her, in my girl, in the only woman I’d ever want and love, and it was everything I’d been waiting for.

Kaine told me not to fuck this up and for good reason. If we didn’t handle this right, we could lose her, lose our mate and live a shitty life, alone forever.

So it shouldn’t have gone down like this.

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