He frowned down at me, but I didn’t want to give him a chance to ruin the good feeling he’d left me with by saving my notebook so I rushed away, back towards my bench. I grabbed my bag and glanced back to see that he was still standing there, watching me. I waved and hurried away from the rowdy crowd.
I felt good until I looked up and locked eyes with Landon coming out of the library. My stomach sank and those good feelings faded. I knew he wouldn’t call after me when so many people were around to see, so I just turned and walked in another direction. I should’ve known our relationship was doomed with how easy it was to get away from him.
***Jenny***
WhenIwokeupSaturday morning, I was exhausted. After the game, the guys had come back to the house and thrown a crazy party. I’d hidden in my room all night, but I’d heard noises from Jason’s room through the night that made me want to crawl out of my skin and slither down the drain. I’d pulled on headphones and fell asleep to true crime after what felt like hours.
I pouted as I got out of bed, the frigid air horrible against my bare legs. I was dreaming of a scalding hot shower when I pushed my way into the bathroom and bumped straight into a naked Axel. I gasped and he caught me in his arms, although I wasn’t sure if I’d been falling. All at once I was fully pressed against him and he was hot and hard.
“S-sorry! I didn’t know you-”
Axel frowned and lowered his hand to my thigh. “You’re freezing.”
That didn’t make sense because I felt like I was on fire. I could feel him pressing into my stomach and he was rock hard. My mouth and my brain skipped the filter part of speaking. “You’re still hard. Didn’t you…?”
His eyes crinkled when he laughed. That close, I could see that there were specks of gold in his green eyes. “I didn’t.”
“Why not?” My glasses were sliding down my nose so I reached up to push them up and saw that Axel was grinning at me. “What?”
“You’re cute.” He stroked his hand higher up the back of my thigh until his thumb brushed the bottom curve of my ass. “And still freezing. You need a shower?”
I ducked my head and ended up brushing my lips over his chest. It was an accident, but the feeling of his erection growing even harder between us was instant. “Oops. Sorry… I was going to take a shower. You guys keep the house so cold. But if you need it again, I can wait.”
“What are your feelings on being watched?” His question was quiet, a secret even in our empty bathroom.
I swallowed and felt my body burn. I could feel moisture pooling between my thighs and there was an ache there that made me feel slightly drunk with need. Could I do it? Could I strip down and let him watch me shower?
“No pressure, Jenny. I’m a big boy. If you don’t want that, I understand.” His smile was gentle and his eyes searching as he watched me.
I eased away from him and watched his face. He didn’t lose his smile even as he nodded and moved to go around me. I put my hand on his arm and stopped him. “Close the door?”
His eyes heated. “Which side am I on, Jenny?”
I silenced the doubts in my head. “This side.”
I crossed to the shower and reached in to turn on the water, doing my best to appear normal. I heard the door shut and paused to take a deep breath.
“Just watching, Jenny. I’ll keep my hands to myself.”
My first thought was that I didn’t want him to keep his hands to himself. My second was that I’d lost my mind. With the water warming the bathroom already, I turned back to Axel and found him leaning against the door, looking completely relaxed, if you didn’t count the large cock standing at attention.
A stupid smile stretched my lips and I looked at the floor to hide it. Axel let out a low laugh and I groaned. “You saw that?”
“You grinning at my dick? Yeah, I saw it. It’s a first for me, but he liked it.” He wrapped his hand around the base of his dick and squeezed. “Take your shower, Jenny.”
I grabbed the bottom of my shirt and took a deep breath. It took me a year to let Landon see me naked, but there I was, pulling my shirt over my head and letting Axel see me even though we were nothing to each other. I dropped the shirt and hooked my thumbs in the sides of my panties to pull them down. I stepped out of them and stood back up, fighting the urge to hide myself. I wanted to be a woman who could stand up tall and let a man stare at her. I wanted to feel sexy.
Axel’s head thumped the door behind him but he didn’t take his eyes off of me. He didn’t pretend to focus on my face. He drank in the sight of my body and his chest moved faster as his breathing increased. “Fuck. You shouldn’t be allowed to wear clothes.”
I stepped into the shower to hide the blush that compliment caused. The hot water hit my back first and I gasped as it burned over my ass, between my thighs, and down my legs. I turned into the water and let it rain down on my chest. The hot water was like a lover’s mouth on my nipples and when I looked at Axel, I couldn’t help running my hands over them.
He moved closer, bracing himself with his free hand against the shower door. He looked starved as he watched me, and I felt a wave of power that I’d never felt. He stroked himself with a tight fist as he watched me cup my breasts and run my hands down my stomach. Licking his lips, he glanced up and met my gaze.
“Let me watch.”
My core clenched down, desperate for something, anything. I braced my hand on the shower door in front of him and cupped my sex with my other hand. I spread my lower lips and moaned when the hot water streamed over my clit.
Axel twisted his fist around his tip before going back to stroking and I found the move insanely hot. He licked his lips and then clenched his jaw when he saw me run my fingers through my wetness. “Fuck.”