“Are you sure you want to do this?” A worried expression washed over his face. “I can walk away right now if you’re unsure, but if I get you into that bedroom I don’t think I’ll be able to stop myself. I don’t know how to do the morning-after, Mace. I don’t want to hurt you—”
I gently placed my hand on his mouth before he could go any further. I had never seen him look so nervous and found it incredibly adorable. “We don’t have to have it all figured out right now,” I reassured him. “I just know I want to be yours tonight.”
Before I could utter another word, he kissed me again. I giggled against his lips when he grabbed the backs of my thighs and lifted me against the wall. I held onto his shoulders and trailed my fingers down his flexed biceps. I kissed his jawline and down his neck—stopping when his grip on my legs tightened and a small moan escaped his mouth.
I hovered over the sensitive area right where the base of his neck met his shoulder. “Oh, yeah?” I teased and gave him another soft kiss.
His groan melted into a laugh, and he moved us toward his bedroom. Hearing him react to my touch sent a rush of heat in between my legs. I didn’t think I could want him any more than I did the last time I was tempted like this. I was terribly mistaken.
He kicked the bedroom door shut behind us and sat on the edge of the bed so I could straddle him. I skimmed my hands down his chest and teased the waistband of his basketball shorts.
“You and these hands.” He smiled a sexy grin and shook his head. He grabbed my wrists and placed my hands on his chest. He held them there while he leaned forward to trail soft kisses down my neck. I would never get used to having his mouth on my body.
He tightened his grip when I tried to free a hand and I laughed. He moved both of my wrists to his left hand so he could shift the top of my bathing suit. His lips moved across my chest, and his free hand gripped the top of my thigh.
“Don’t even think about it.” He stared at me between kisses, and I had to catch my breath. He took my nipple into his mouth and teased it with his tongue, nibbling softly as he worked his thumb into the muscle of my groin. I moaned and leaned my forehead against his shoulder. He continued this rhythm, sending desire into places I didn’t even know existed.
“Fuck,” I moaned as he sucked on my nipple.
He stopped and pulled away so he could look at me. His gaze locked on mine, and he licked the center of his top lip, wearing an expression I’d only seen once before. He cupped my face and traced his thumb across my cheek.
His cocky grin resurfaced. “I plan to,” he assured me.
Chapter59
Jaxon
March 2016
I wanted her—andtonight she wanted to bemine.
Originally, I thought the sexiest words out of Maci’s mouth would be my name—moaning my name while I made her lose control of her body. But then I heard her say she wanted to be mine.
I heard her say she loved me—a phrase that had haunted me since I started sleeping around with women. I dreaded the moment when a woman told me she loved me and I would have to tell her thank you.
But there wasn’t any fear when I heard it from Maci. I didn’t react at all, and she hadn’t expected me to. After the words left her lips, there was no pressure to reciprocate or discuss how I felt. It was a moment of raw and honest emotion that somehow pushed me closer to her.
I slipped my hand around her neck and untied the strap of her bathing suit. She shrugged off the thin material, and it fell in between us. My eyes dropped to her bare chest and I unhooked the only strap that kept it against her body.
She glanced up at me through dark lashes and searched my face. The last time we were in this situation, she still had her bra on. I had touched her but wasn’t rewarded with seeing her like this.
“You’re beautiful,” I whispered and tucked her hair behind her ears.
She smiled shyly, and I cupped her face with my hands. I kissed her gently, letting her know I had no intention of rushing this.
Her hands slid down my chest and the sides of my ribs. Feeling her touch against my skin made me realize how much I took the first time we did this for granted. I could’ve kissed her for as long as she let me.
I grabbed her hips and inched us back to the middle of the bed. She hugged my neck and giggled when my hands slid into the ties of her bathing suit bottoms. I released them from both sides, and she was completely naked on top of me.
She kissed down my neck, paying close attention to the spot she had discovered a few moments ago. A laugh escaped my chest, and she leaned back before she pushed me onto the bed. She continued to trail down my chest to my abdomen and stopped at the waistline of my shorts. Her hands slipped underneath them, and she tugged—prompting me to lift my hips so she could drag them down my thighs.
I watched her lips part around the tip of my cock, and I had to lean back against the mattress. If I watched her suck me, I would lose what little control I had left. I dragged my hands through my hair and closed my eyes as her mouth moved up and down, her tongue swirling underneath the head and wetting the shaft. If she didn’t stop, I would come.
“Come here,” I prompted and gently pulled her hand.
She crawled over me, and I brought her mouth back to mine. I slid my hand down her stomach and slipped two fingers inside her. Her arms shook on either side of me, and a soft moan landed on my lips. Her hips fell into my touch, and I teased her most sensitive spot. I made slow circles with my thumb on her clit and mirrored the motion with my index finger. She gripped the pillow behind my head and leaned back to adjust the angle.
We made eye contact, and her mouth parted slightly. She grazed her teeth across her bottom lip as she came undone over top of me. Her thighs tightened around my body, and she groaned as her head fell against my shoulder.