Page 52 of Insatiable

Her breathy voice is in my head, and I tighten my grip on my bottle of beer. It’s like a fucking mantra, constantly drawing me in, begging me to act on my impulses. I’m back in that damn tent again, with her in my lap.

Keep going. Keep going. Keep going. Keep going. Keep going. Keep going. Keep going. Keep going. Keep going. Keep going.

I want to keep going.

Fuck it.

No one asks me where I’m going as I leave the pool room, water dripping onto the carpets as I make my way to the kitchen. The staff glare at me, but I ignore them. I don’t bother putting on a top.

I just need to get this off my chest.

Kiss her. At least finish the kiss. Then I can forget this thirst for more.

I’m telling myself I’m going for a snack, and it’s sort of true – the snack being a five-foot-four tattooed aerialist with delicious curves, toned from exercising, who’s badly singing along to “Wrecking Ball” as it echoes throughout the manor.

She has no idea I’m leaning against thedoorframeas she belts out each word.

She’s a terrible singer.

Well, not everyone can be perfect. But Jesus, she could wake up a dead person with that horrendous voice.

Her bikini – a tiny black thing – hugs her body. It’s fucking imprinting on my mind as she moves around, slamming cupboards, still singing along as the song hits the chorus. She searches the freezer, then the chest freezer in the corner, none the wiser that I’m here.

She won’t find ice in here, but I’ll let her continue.

It’s a delightful view.

My hooded gaze shamefully drops to her ass as she stretches up to reach the top cupboard, groaning when she fails.

“The ice is in the walk-in freezer down in the basement,” I tell her, smirking when she jumps in surprise and spins around.

“Fucking hell,Kade!” She presses her palm to her extremely naked and wet chest. “I think my heart just exploded.”

I chuckle then stop myself. I don’t laugh in front of people I don’t feel comfortable with. And she’s the last person in the world who could make me feel comfortable. She makes me dizzy and crazy and fucking nervous.

Instead, I blink and push off thedoorframe, walking until I’m in thecentreof the kitchen. “That would be a heart rupture, and it’s more common a few days to weeks after a heart attack.”

“It was a figure of speech, asshole,” she retorts, and I can’t stop myself laughing.

She slams the freezer shut, placing her hands on her hips. Hips that I’ve held in my palms. Hips that I want to hold again.

She wets her lips, and my gaze falls to her mouth.

Fuck.

All I’ve been picturing is Stacey since that night, and it’s starting to piss me off.

She did this to me, so she can fucking fix it.

“What do you want?” she asks, crossing her arms. “If you’re here to tease me about kissing you and how bad I was at it, don’t bother. I’m in no mood for your bullshit tonight,Kade.”

The way she throws out my name has anxiety prickling at my skin. I want to just come straight out and say I have to kiss her again, but instead, I stupidly reply, “Ice.”

Her brows furrow. “Ice? You’re drinking bottles of beer. Why would you need ice?”

Fuck. Okay, think, Kade, you stupid bastard.

“You were taking too long,” I say, leaning my elbow on the island counter. “And you were looking in the wrong place.”

---