Quillin let out a sigh, his voice laced with a mix of concern and resolve. “There will always be risks and consequences, but sometimes, we have to be brave enough to challenge the rules and fight for what we believe in.”

Her uncertainty lingered as she searched his face for reassurance. “I don’t know what to do. This is all so overwhelming.”

He reached out and gently brushed a curly strand behind her ear, his touch a tender caress. “I know it’s overwhelming. The choices before us aren’t easy, and the path we’ve embarked upon is filled with uncertainty.”

A mixture of fear and curiosity coursed through her veins. There was something different about him in that moment—a vulnerability beneath his stoic exterior. She wanted to know more, to uncover the layers of the Mosaic Med Chief who had claimed her. She decided to put aside the political discussion and focus on him. “How did you end up with the Faction?”

His eyes glistened with a hint of melancholy. “They saved me in a rescue party whose job was to follow around the Vorathans and try to save anyone they could. Their force was too small back then to prevent the invasions and deaths, but General Pate did what he could. That was before he became Grand Admiral.”

“Are you happy with the Faction?” And the sacrifices they demand, she wanted to ask.

He shrugged. “Happiness is subjective. After the Faction took me in, I dedicated myself to serving our cause. I’ve spent years working as a Med Chief and ensuring the survival of all our species, but it has been a solitary existence. I’ve made sacrifices, forsaking personal connections to fulfill my duties.”

A pang of sympathy resonated within her. Beneath his composed demeanor, he clearly carried a deep sense of loneliness, longing for something more than the cold routines of his role.

“And what about love?” she asked softly. “Have you ever felt that kind of connection with someone?”

His gaze flickered with longing. “I’ve witnessed the blossoming of love in others and seen the way it transforms them, but I’ve never allowed myself to indulge in such emotions. Love was something reserved for the fortunate who didn’t bear the weight of our responsibilities, and for the privileged few since we’ve lost so many of our females of all Faction species.”

A somber silence settled between them, the weight of their respective pasts creating an unspoken understanding. They were two individuals who had known loss. She hesitated for a moment, her heart torn between the undeniable connection she felt with Quillin and her apprehension about committing to a stranger. The weight of their shared pain and the depth of their understanding couldn’t be ignored, but she still needed time to process it all.

Her voice trembled slightly as she spoke, her words filled with both vulnerability and caution. “Quillin, I... I feel a connection with you, and I appreciate everything you’ve done to protect me, but I’m not sure if I’m ready to commit to being mated to someone I just met.”

His expression softened, his gaze filled with understanding. “I understand your hesitation. It’s a lot to take in, and the decision to mate isn’t made lightly. Your feelings are valid, and I would never want to pressure you into something, but my heart knows you’re mine. I hope you’ll feel that soon.”

“Perhaps.” Briana took a deep breath, gathering her courage. She glanced out the POD window nearest her and was startled to see it was after dark. The day had disappeared as if in a flash. “There are two beds. You can take the second one if you prefer it over trying to sleep on the tiny couch.”

His eyes widened, and he nodded. “Thank you. Your trust and consideration mean a great deal to me. I’ll gladly accept the second bed, and we can continue our conversation there.”

Quillin apparently understood her unspoken boundaries. They moved to the bedroom, and the air was thick with anticipation and nervousness. She watched warily until he settled onto the second bed, creating a respectful distance between them.

As they continued their conversation in the soft glow of the bedroom, Briana felt a growing sense of comfort in Quillin’s presence. They shared stories, discussing their pasts, their hopes, and their fears. The barriers between them began to fade, replaced by a growing sense of trust and understanding.

Since Hollie’s match, she’d gotten accustomed to silence, so it was soothing to have another voice fill the room again as he recounted tales of his family and the laughter and love they shared on their farm. Briana listened intently, captivated by the glimpse into his life before the war. It allowed her to see the resilience and tenderness that ran beneath his reserved exterior.

In turn, she shared more about her family, their musical talents, and the joy they’d brought to her life. He listened attentively, his gaze filled with genuine interest and empathy. They bonded over their shared experiences of loss and devastation, finding solace in each other’s understanding.

As the night grew late and the weight of their conversations settled upon them, Briana was comforted and secure with him in the same room. Despite her initial reservations, she found herself gradually opening to the possibility of a deeper connection with him.

In the quiet moments that followed, as they talked themselves to sleep, a whirlwind of emotions consumed her thoughts. She no longer felt the need to feign sleep and slip away in the darkness.

Instead, she found herself wanting to stay and continue this journey of discovery and connection. She wondered if she was doing the right thing, taking this leap of faith by staying and talking. She should have doubts, but she suspected logic rather than emotion motivated that thought.

She felt safe with him, and she couldn’t fight off sleep any longer. She could always escape tomorrow if she chose.