Page 20 of Bratva's Captive

“No, Adalina you have to use your words.”

“Nikolai please fuck me.” I surprise myself at my boldness.

My heart skips a beat as I hear Nikolai tearing open a foil packet. I can't see what he's doing with my eyes closed, but I know he must be putting on a condom. My mother made me go on the pill, so pregnancy won't be an issue on my wedding night, but Nikolai doesn't know that.

Before I can say anything, Nikolai reassures me that he's always used a condom and that he's clean. But I can't help feeling a little disappointed. I want to feel his skin against mine, to feel every inch of him without any barriers.

"Please don't use one with me," I whisper, my voice barely audible. "I want to feel you, all of you."

I can feel his hesitation, but then he nods his head. I let out a sigh of relief as he sets it aside and positions himself back between my legs. The thought of being completely intimate with Nikolai, with nothing between us, makes my head spin in a good way.

“Good girl.”

He continues to push inside of me, and the pain is almost unbearable. I try to hold back my tears, but a few escape as he slides in deeper. His voice breaks through my pain as he tells me how good my pussy feels around his cock. I can barely process what he's saying as I focus on the intense pain I'm feeling.

“Your pussy feels so good squeezing my cock, Adalina.”

Then, he stops suddenly, and I feel like he's hit a barrier.

“Adalina I am going to take your virginity now and it is going to hurt, and you may bleed.”

“Please Nikolai, don’t stop.”, I beg. I want him so badly, and I know that the pain will be worth it in the end.

He slowly pushes past the barrier, and the pain intensifies. I bite down on my lip, trying to hold back a scream. I feel a sharp pain and a little bit of blood as he breaks through my hymen. I'm in agony, but I refuse to let him stop. This is what I want, and I'm determined to see it through.

Finally, he's all the way inside of me, and the pain begins to fade. I'm left with a feeling of fullness and a strange sense of pleasure. I wrap my arms around his neck and bury my face in his shoulder, trying to catch my breath.

“Adalina, you are not a virgin any longer.”

Nikolai's words confirm what I already knew, but hearing him say it makes it feel more real. I'm no longer a virgin. I smile at him, feeling grateful for his patience and understanding as he tries to be gentle with me. I nod my head in agreement, telling him that he can move.

As he starts to thrust inside of me, I can feel a mix of pleasure and pain. But then he shifts his hips and hits a spot inside of me that sends electricity through my entire body. It's like fireworks are going off inside of me. I gasp and moan, unable to control the pleasure that's coursing through my body.

Nikolai notices my reaction and asks if I'm okay. I can only manage to nod my head, too caught up in the sensations that are overwhelming me.

“Right there when you stroke me it feels so good.” I tell him, urging him to keep going.

He starts swiveling his hips and stroking the walls of my pussy and that spot until I am groaning.

“Oh, God, Nikolai!”

“Come for me Adalina.”

As soon as I hear Nikolai’s command, I start to come even harder than when he was going down on me. I start thrusting my hips along with Nikolai. I can’t get enough of him. My heart is beating so fast. I can almost hear his heart beating in rhythm with mine. He kisses me. I am screaming now.

“Let me hear you scream my name, Adalina.”

I scream, “Nikolai!” I am coming so hard.

I feel Nikolai's cock pulse inside me, and then his hot seed floods into me. He groans as he comes, and I feel his weight on top of me. I'm amazed at how good it feels to have him release inside of me, to feel his body shake and tremble with pleasure. He kisses my forehead, and I can feel his breath on my skin.

He stays inside me for a while, still hard, and then he gently pulls out of me. I can feel his semen mixed with my juices, flowing out of me, and I can't help but feel a sense of pride knowing that I made him come. Nikolai lays on top of me, as we both catch our breath.

I wrap my arms around his back, feeling his muscles under my fingertips. I don't want this moment to end. I've never felt so fulfilled or happy in my life. For a brief moment, I allow myself to imagine a different life, a life where I'm not promised to Mario, but instead, married to Nikolai. A life where we could be together forever.

But I know that's impossible. This was just one night, a night I will never forget, but also a night that I can never repeat. I feel a sense of sadness wash over me as I realize that I will never see Nikolai again.

Nikolai puts his arms around me and flips us over so I am laying on top of his chest. His arms rest on my naked back. I rest my head on Nikolai’s muscular chest. My eyes tear up.

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