My stomach flutters with a touch of nerves at the idea of sharing my deepest fantasies with these men. But although I haven’t ever spoken them out loud to another person—certainly not any of my ex boyfriends—I trust these Alphas not to laugh at me or judge me. In fact, if the scent of arousal teasing my nostrils is any indication, they like hearing about what turns me on.

“I’ve always wanted to know what it would feel like to be fucked by two men at once,” I admit in a whisper.

“Like what Miles was talking about before?” Lawson asks, glancing at his pack mate, who’s watching me with his glittering hazel eyes. “One in your ass and one in your pussy?”

My gaze flicks toward Miles too, and when I shake my head, I can see the surprise that flashes across his face.

“No, not like that,” I breathe. “Although I liked the sound of that too. But one of my favorite books has a scene where two men fuck her… in the same hole.”

Miles almost chokes on his next breath, and suddenly, all four of the Alphas are alert and wide awake.

“What book?” Lawson asks. “Is it one that you own?”

I nod, pointing to it on the shelf where I arrayed all of my romance novels when I moved in. He slides off the bed and goes to grab it, paging through the novel to search for it as he returns. I can tell when he finds the scene I was talking about, because his eyebrows crawl up his forehead as he reads silently.

His focus shifts from the book to me, and my thighs clench as he smiles.

“Why don’t you show us how much you like this scene?” he murmurs roughly. “I’ll read it aloud to you, and instead of just having one hand free like when you read, you’ll be able to use both hands. Get yourself off, beautiful. Let us see.”

The surge of arousal that shoots through me as I process what he just said is almost enough to have me coming right here on the spot. I wriggle on the mattress, and I swear my entire body is flushing as I nod in acquiescence.

It takes a second for Lawson to drag his gaze away from me so he can focus on the pages again, and when he does, I can still feel the other three watching me.

He starts to read out loud, and even though this is a scene I’ve read myself more times than I can count, it hits me in a whole new way as I listen to his deep voice speak the words. Almost of their own free will, my hands start to drift over my body as he describes the way two men sandwich the heroine between them.

My fingers tease my clit, my other hand squeezing my breasts and pinching my nipples. When he describes the way they work their way in, first one then the other, making sure she’s needy and turned on enough for her body to accept the two of them, I slide two fingers into my sopping wet pussy.

It’s not enough though.

I bring my other hand down, working my clit with two fingertips as I slide a third finger into my core, trying to mimic the stretch that Lawson is describing.

Heat rushes through me as I fuck myself roughly with three fingers… but it’s still not enough.

I let out a whimper of frustration, and Lawson pauses in his reading for a second.

“What’s the matter, angel?” Knox asks from near my left side.

“It’s not…” I shake my head, my brows furrowing. “I need…”

“Need what?”

“I need it to be real,” I say breathlessly, glancing around at the Alphas gathered around me on the bed. “I don’t just want the fantasy anymore. I want to experience it.”

“Are you saying you want us to fuck you like that? Two of us in your pussy?” Cruz leans closer, sliding a thick finger into me alongside my own. Just the feel of his larger finger sends a rush of satisfaction through me, and I’m nodding before I even realize it.

Because he’s right. That is what I was saying. It’s what I want.

I spent years on my own, isolated and lonely, and I got by just fine. But I don’t have to just get by anymore. I have four Alphas who by some miracle seem to crave me as much as I crave them, and now things that were once nothing more than a dream can become a reality.

Like this.

My stomach flips nervously at the prospect of actually doing it, but at the same time, I can feel heat rising inside me, radiating through my bones. The arousal that nearly drove me out of my mind back at the arena is back with a vengeance, and I whimper softly as I nod.

“Yes,” I breathe. “I want you to fuck me like that. Two of you inside me at once. Stretching me out. Filling me completely. Knotting me together.”

“Goddamn. You’re gonna fucking kill us, beautiful. Not that any of us are complaining.” Lawson drops the book entirely, the text forgotten as all the Alphas converge on me.

I’m hauled up onto my knees, my fingers slipping out of myself as I move—but it doesn’t matter, because a second later, another hand is there, joining Cruz’s between my legs. I spread my knees wider, my slick dripping down over their hands as Knox slides a finger inside me as well. Lawson and Miles are next, all four of them kissing and nipping at my face, neck and shoulders as they fuck me with their fingers in a synchronize movement.