Page 69 of It's Just You

“Fair enough. Thank you. I guess I’d need to try it one day to decide.” He grinned at me then leaned down to press a kiss on my lips.

Wow. He took all of this in stride, even though it was like nothing else he’d ever experienced, when it had to be so strange for him. Pride swelled up in me, even though I doubted I had much to do with it. But I was still proud of him for being that courageous. I leaned up, looking at him. “If you ever change your opinion on anything, no matter what it is, just tell me, okay? Like if you try it and it’s okay, but you decide later on it’s not, just let me know. I won’t be mad.” I made sure my partners got off and felt good, and I never wanted them to feel pressured into anything. With Kane, it was even more important.

Maybe because I wanted more with him. Maybe because I knew I wouldn’t let him go, no matter how things worked out sexually. And, come to think about it, I really didn’t care how — or if — sex happened, because I got to be with him. Getting off helped, even if it was just hands or mouth. That would be enough, if it came to it. But so far, he was open to new ideas, so we’d explore some more.

“I will, but so far, I’m really happy with what we’ve done.” Kane lay beside me, his hard cock poking me against the hip, but he seemed to be happy to ignore it for now.

“Thank you.” I rewarded him with another kiss, which in turn led to more, hotter kisses, right until he accidentally touched the cold mess on my stomach. I jerked back and looked at him. “Cleanup first, then we can go on.”

Laughing, Kane said, “See, this is why I wanna try swallowing. It just seems so much cleaner.”

I shook my head, but I chuckled, too. Reaching over to the bedside table, I got a tissue, wiping myself off. Then I pulled him on top of me again, picking up where we’d left off moments earlier.

My fingers started to explore again, tracing his hard, muscled chest and his very, very sensitive nipples while he moaned above me. I let my hand stray down to his stomach, which was so fucking tight and flat that I’d get jealous if it didn’t involve working out long hours at a gym. But I got to admire all of it, which was the next best thing. Kane reacted so beautifully — moaning, shivering, responding to every single touch like he’d waited a lifetime for it.

It wouldn’t be long before I’d get hard again, my soft cock threatening to rise as it rubbed against Kane’s. His smeared precum all over me, and I wanted him so badly. Again. Never mind that I’d just come; I definitely wasn’t done with him yet.

“Can I touch you some more?” I asked, just to be sure.

“Definitely.” Kane raised his head, looking down at me. “I trust you. Wherever you want to touch me, go on. I’m pretty sure it’ll be okay, and I’ll tell you if it isn’t.”

“I… Thank you.” I blushed, then kissed him so I didn’t have to say anything. I was too afraid I’d blurt out things I wasn’t ready to say aloud, things he probably wasn’t ready to hear. So I let my hands go back to exploring him, trailing them over his toned ass. I jerked him hard against me, making him moan as our cocks met each other once more. It wasn’t enough. I yanked at his pants, impatiently pulling them down.

“Flip over,” I whispered, wanting to be on top of him.

Kane followed my request, taking me with him so I suddenly found myself looking down at him instead.

“Better. More room to explore…” And I did. I used my teeth to tease his nipples while he moaned louder, cupped his hard, velvety cock. Then I trailed over his balls, all the way to his hole. He didn’t object, instead spreading his legs in welcome, so I slowly circled it before I let up to dive for the lube.

Coating the fingers of my left hand, I watched Kane, but he had his eyes closed. His hands were at his sides, relaxed, and his breathing was even. He didn’t seem scared or anxious at all, just hard as fuck.

Just trusting as fuck, and I wasn’t going to abuse that trust.

Gently, I began stroking him, giving him all the time in the world to say something, but he just made more room for me. Good. Better than good. Wow.

I took a deep breath then licked over his cock, taking in the sweet taste of his precum. As I circled the tip with my tongue, I used my lubed fingers at his hole, waiting for some kind of reply. He stayed silent.

“Kane?” I finally asked.

Kane opened his eyes, looking at me with lust-drunk eyes, like he was totally lost in the moment.

“Is it okay if I go on? Touching you there?” I nodded to where my fingers were still touching his hole.

“Oh yeah. It feels good. I… I might’ve done some reading, so I took a couple of precautions.” He blushed, his cheeks bright red. “You can do what you want.”

It took me a moment to catch up to what he meant. My mind wasn’t working as well as it should, not when he was this close to me, not when I had the taste of him on my tongue. But then I got it. He wasn’t only okay with me exploring his body. He at least sort of wanted to try a lot of things… maybe even bottoming. I’d never expected that, but it sent a thrill like nothing else through me. Holy shit. He’d really, really thought about it — and he was okay with it.

“Also, if you got tested recently… I don’t need condoms. I’m negative—”

“I am. I mean, I did. Nothing.” I wasn’t making any sense, but he was so close, and I wanted him so badly… “I’ve been tested since my last partner, and we were safe,” I told him. And I knew he wouldn’t lie about it.

Kane looked at me for a moment, then let himself fall back on the bed. “We’re doing a lot of talking when we should be fucking, right?”

I snorted then kissed his cock, which definitely didn’t seem to mind the talking. “Maybe, but believe me, this is important if we want to make sure the actual fucking part is better. So if you’re okay with me playing with you, and if you want me to fuck you, you tell me. If not, we’ll switch and you’ll fuck me — which I’m also looking forward to. We can go without condoms, and if you need to stop, you’ll tell me.”

“Wow, such a long speech just to get a cock in my ass.”

“I just want to make sure we’re both okay. You should just get used to my speeches now,” I informed him.

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