Page 67 of Deserving Maddie

Wrapping his arm beneath her lower back, he picked her up and dragged her further up the bed, making sure not to break their connection. Now that he knew what her heat felt like around his cock, he would never be able to stop.

"It'll be worth it," she panted.

Yes, it would. He slammed into her over and over, setting a brutal rhythm that had them both breathing hard and on the edge.

"Fuck, you feel so good. I knew I wouldn't be able to last long once I felt your pussy squeeze my cock."

It was embarrassing how hard it was for him not to shoot off so quickly. Ray was pretty sure he was going to break a tooth he was biting down on his back teeth so hard.

"I'm close, but I don't know if I can again. It's too much."

"You can, baby."

He reached down and circled her engorged clit with his thumb. He knew she was close when her inner walls fluttered around him. With his thumb and forefinger, he gave just the slightest pinch, and she was once again clamping down on her arm in an attempt to keep herself from screaming.

One more thrust and he was joining her off the cliff. His release hit him like a Mack truck. It buckled his arm as he collapsed on top of her. Never had an orgasm hit him so hard.

Pulling away her arm, he crushed his lips to hers and drowned out the last of her whimpers.

It wasn't a punishing kiss. It wasn't meant to claim. No, this kiss was slow and exploring. It was loving and carefree. This kiss made him realize he wanted to spend the rest of his life just enjoying the woman who showed him there was more to life than just casual hookups.

Ray rolled over so that Maddie was draped over him. His now soft dick slipped from her wet heat and instantly he missed her. Their combined juices rolled down his stomach, and he knew without looking that his cum dripped down her leg. Call it the caveman in him, but that thought made him want to beat on his chest and screammine.Ray wanted to claim Maddie in every way he could. He wanted his scent to be on her so everyone knew who she belonged to and vice versa.

"I know I need to clean myself up, but I'm too damn comfortable."

Her breath tickled his chest where her mouth was just below his nipple, and Ray learned something new about himself. He was ticklish, and it was taking more effort than he liked not to wiggle beneath her.

"It can wait a few minutes. Besides, I like knowing my cum is filling you up."

Maddie's soft chuckle did nothing to help his wiggling.

"You know, I've read that in books before and always thought it sounded so weird, but hearing it in person, I now understand why the women get feral because of it. It's hot as hell."

Now he was the one shaking with laughter.

"Feral, you say?"

"Yes." She slapped his chest, but he caught her hand and placed it over his heart. "That's the only way I could think to describe it."

"Well, if it makes you horny, then I'll be sure to say it again in the future. I like the little hellcat you become when you're with me."

Maddie suddenly got quiet as she traced an infinity symbol over his heart. Since it seemed like she had something to say, he waited her out.

"You distracted me when you came upstairs, but I wanted to say thank you for tonight and I don't just mean dinner. For everything. Picking up my kids without hesitation, helping Gabe with his homework, and even the conversation you had with him this morning. You've made more of a breakthrough in one day than I have in months."

Ray tipped her chin up, so she had to look him in the eyes. He wanted her to see the sincerity in his next words. "You're welcome. I know you've had to do this on your own for a long time, even when you should've had help, but not anymore. I'm here now and there's no limit to the amount of help I'm willing to offer. As to Gabe's breakthrough, that wasn't me. That was all you. I just happened to be the convenient person at the time for him to take the anger out on. Your son loves you and it's why, despite his moodiness, he could never tell you things because he didn't actually want to hurt you. He didn't care about my feelings."

"But you managed to convince him to talk to me."

"I did because I didn't hold back with him. I gave him the hard truth, and that led to him wanting to share some things with you. And, baby, while I respect what you tried to do by shielding him and Charley, that wasn't what he needed."

Ray really hoped that wasn't him overstepping his bounds. He didn't want to tell her how to parent, but he also promised not to lie to her. And this felt like the time that she needed the truth from him.

"I know that now, and I'm thankful you helped us both see that."

"I'm glad, baby."

"Please don't hurt us. I know relationships are new to you, but please tell me if it gets overwhelming. I'm falling hard for you and I know my kids already like you, so I just ask please, if it gets to be too much, talk to me. Don't just walk away."