Shit. The moment my eyes lock with his, I know I’ve made a mistake. I’m caught in that powerful magnetic pull I simply cannot get enough of. My heart begins to beat so fast that I can’t cope. I don’t have control over myself any longer and it seems that Frederico is in the same boat. We’re drawn to one another; in fact, we always have been ever since we first met.
It shouldn’t surprise me when we start kissing and backing into one of the rooms because the heat has claimed us once more. I promised myself that nothing would happen and I didn’t even plan to speak to Frederico today. But, I really can’t stop myself around this man. No one has ever impacted me like this. One apology and no conversation and we’re back in one another’s arms, kissing like newlyweds. His hands are all over me, and I can’t stop touching him either. We’re diving into dangerous fire without thinking about the consequences… again. What the hell is wrong with us?
Chapter 18
Frederico
Shit, this isn’t supposed to be happening; we both know that, yet we can’t stop it. The chemical reaction burns brightly like a candle, and there’s no way to stop it. Nothing has changed; Lexi is still a single mom and someone I can’t really get serious with. I’m sure she has a lot of reservations about me as well…
Here we are, in the bathroom, unable to keep our hands off one another. I lift her up onto the edge of the sink, which thankfully has a reinforced bottom. I slip between Lexi’s thighs, needing to feel her. Even though her panties and my trousers are in the way, the warmth between her thighs causes me to emit a groan from deep within - guttural and primal.
“Fuck, Frederico, what are you doing to me?” Lexi gushes as I nibble her earlobes. I run kisses over her exposed throat…it is so open and enticing.
I yank her top down in order to wrap my mouth around a nipple. I love the feel of it between my teeth. I don’t bite down, just graze her a little to explore what sensations she enjoys the most. I soon find out. Lexi tosses her head back and squeals with delight. A part of me is worried that the whole dinner party can hear us, but the majority doesn’t care. I’m too intoxicated by this stunning, fascinating woman. I want her, all of her. I need her.
My hands slide over her lush body, brushing the soft skin as I go. Her top is bunched up around her - probably ruining it - but we’re too frantic to care. Her skirt is about to be bunched up as well as I get my eager hands active in their search. Fuck, she really has turned me into a drug addict, and she’s my fix.
“Oh, Lexi,” I gush as I part her legs and brush my fingers lightly over her panties. I love the feel of her body, especially the throbbing at her core, knowing it’s all for me. I’m the one who makes her body react like this. I can’t begin to picture her feeling like this for another man. No one can possibly have this connection. Absolutely, no one.
I tug her panties to the side and spear her, allowing her soaking wet wall to clamp around me, holding me in place. I thrust my fingers deep within her, as my thumb stretches to massage her clit. I know the way that she likes to be touched, and I use that to my advantage. I want to set her alight, completely.
“Don’t stop, Frederico,” she murmurs in desire, her eyes falling closed as the passion intensifies. “That feels so fucking good.”
Iloveseeing her fall apart like this; it sets my body on fire. My cock strains hard against my pants, begging to burst free. I almost damn near explode as an eager Lexi tries to rip open my zipper. We both know that we shouldn’t be doing this, and for so many reasons, but that only makes it that much more thrilling.
I keep fucking her with my fingers as she pulls me free, gasping with desperation as she does. Lexi strokes me, causing my thick, throbbing erection to tremble too much. I can’t stand it; her fingers feeltoogood against my flushed hot member. I need to be inside her. I don’t know if Lexi knows quite what she’s doing to me, but I need to be buried deep inside of her right now. I grab her wrist and pull her hand to me, kissing it softly.
Lexi knowing what’s coming, whips around and presses her entire body up against the bathroom wall, pushing her ass out to me. She’s whimpering like a pussy cat, in the middle of losing her damn mind. I’m not even near her yet, and I’m setting her on fire.
I run my tongue along my bottom lip as I edge closer, my body tingling with anticipation. I know what it feels like to be buried inside of her, and I can’t wait. I need her… I ache for her… she really has become an addiction I can’t shake. Fuck, I want to be with her, I really do and in a way I didn’t think I would ever again.
“Wow, Frederico,” she mutters as she grinds against me, helping to push me deeper inside. “You always feel so good. Seriously. What are you doing to me…all the time?”
I get it. I know exactly what she means. I bury my face in her hair and inhale her deeply as I thrust powerfully inside of her. My fingers slip around her, eagerly seeking her clit. I want her to experience this in the same way that I am - in heaven.
My fingers test her hypersensitive nub as we slam against one another frantically. Our passion seems to be getting the better of us. We are being way too noisy. I’m surprised the fancy ass dinner party hasn’t stopped due the loud racket.
It doesn’t matter, though. Nothing can stop us now. We’re both way too close to the edge about to lose ourselves at any moment. There’s a reason we can’t keep our hands off each other, and it’s more than just chemistry. We have something running much deeper, but I can’t explain it.
By the time we both reach the peak of pleasure, each thrust feels more intense than the last. This connection is unlike anything we’ve had before. We keep fighting because it isn’t clear why we are meant to be together. We want one another more than just being naked – although there’s no denying, we love that part too. We want to be together and might actually find a way to make it work…
I lose the ability to think as I finally soar over the edge. Lexi can’t stop her walls from contracting as an orgasm claims her, coaxing a powerful eruption from me…one that feels never ending. We slowly sink to the floor, hugging and gasping. Fuck, the heat never seems to subside with Lexi. I never want to escape from her as soon as I can like with other women. I can forget the party downstairs and stay with Lexi all night long – if we had a place to hide. A big part of me really wishes that could happen.
“That was…” Lexi seems to search deep inside her brain for the right words, but she comes up empty. It is a bit awkward because the night has been strange, but I’m willing to push that to the back of my mind to be together and see where this could go. Because it could go somewhere, right?
“I… I think I need to go.” Uh oh. It doesn’t seem like Lexi is on the same page at all. Again, she can’t get away from me fast enough. What the hell is going on? Why is she trying to pull away at the speed of light? I had said a lot of shitty things at the end of the date, but now… I haven’t said anything.
It could just be the situation at hand. We are at a party and Lexi doesn’t want to get caught. I get that. I don’t want that awkwardness, either. I need to get dressed fast.
“We should talk,” I say quickly. Once she runs out of here, I won’t get a chance. “There are a lot of things we need to say to one another…”
Why is Lexi staring at me like I’ve lost my damn mind? Wedoneed to talk, don’t we? Therearea lot of things to get into the open and sooner rather than later. We can’t just keep randomly hooking up and leaving it at that. We can’t carry on like this.
“I… I can’t now… I have to get back to James. My son, you know?”
My heart sinks. Not because she’s talking about her child again, but because this time it kinda feels like an excuse. I can tell that she’s trying to get the hell away from me. She’s gotten what she wanted, and now she’s running.
I can’t help feeling used. If she doesn’t ever want to talk, then why? This is Adam and Allegra’s party, so I let it slide. I watch in sadness as Lexi walks away, wondering when we areevergoing to get passed this weirdness. I don’t follow immediately, but eventually I head back to the party. What else am I going to do? Sit upstairs like a weirdo all night? No way. I need to at least act like everything is fine…