I kiss her thighs all the way up, with my eyes fixed on hers the entire time. The closer I get to where she is absolutely aching for me, the more she moans with ecstasy and trembles all over. I grip her thighs tightly, eager to run my tongue along her soaking wet slit.
My eyes fall closed as I finally connect with it. Running my tongue in patterns intensifies her shuddering. I have to hold Lexi in place so she doesn’t fall apart in my arms. I don’t want her to slip away now.
Lexi cries out my name endlessly, as I intensify the speed of tasting her. I plunge my tongue deep inside, an act of bliss. She rolls her hips, grinding against my tongue, bringing herself to the brink of pleasure. I fucking love sensing the confidence in her; it makes her the sexiest woman alive. No wonder I’m falling hard…
But I’m not the only one. Lexi completely loses her mind as she falls head first into a wild orgasm. The power of her screams and tremors are absolutely insane. I’m on my feet in seconds. the moment the orgasm stops ricocheting through her, my lips are on hers in a heartbeat. Fuck, I need to kiss her - to really feel the intensity of her passion. I lead Lexi to my bed with our lips still on one another, tearing the clothing off our bodies as we go. I don’t even care what happens to the material standing in our way, I just needher.
Again… there’s no denying that this addiction is one I simply cannot shake off.
By the time we tumble onto the bed, completely intertwined, my heart is racing so frantically that I can hardly contain myself. No one has ever sent me spiraling as quickly as this. Fuck, I don’t even feel like I’m connected to the planet anymore. I’m soaring as Lexi straddles me and presses her hand to my chest.
Watching her slide down to me, devouring my whole cock, makes it almost impossible for me to breathe. Lexi clings as she rocks back and forth, making sure she hits all the right spots for herself as well. Witnessing her greedily chasing her own pleasure makes me go wild. It’s like she has become her true, primal self tonight, and I love it.
Thank God I didn’t walk out on the date. I know Lexi turned up late, but it is all worth it for this moment. Watching her curves shimmy and her pert breast bounce as she fucks me like crazy makes me go insane. I definitely can’t contain myself.
I feel like I’m flying. Lexi is sending electricity surging through my body, a kind I haven’t felt before, at least not this intense. Flames are racing all over my skin as if it has turned to lava. I never want this feeling to end, I would quite happily remain in this bliss with Lexi forever. She really has become everything to me…
I need to tell her. I know I should tell her, but I don’t have the words. Not yet.
We come hard and fast together, clinging to one another as if we’re the only people left on the planet. Our sweaty, writhing bodies can’t stop grinding against one another, though; we are still utterly addicted to one another. My arms continue to lock around her, keeping her in place. It feels like I have been waiting for this moment forever.
I need to hold her - to have her here - to keep her beside me. Usually, I want the women to go as soon as I can politely get rid of them, but Lexi… she has always been different. If only I could find the words to express it. It’s been so long since I’ve felt anything. This is undeniably difficult, but with Lexi in my arms, I know it’ll end well. It will. It has to…
Chapter 15
Lexi
“Iwishyoudidn’thave to go,” Frederico tells me with a puppy dog expression on his face. It’s sweet in a way that I definitely wasn’t expecting. “Are you sure you can’t stay the night with me? I will make you something really nice for breakfast…”
I hold his hands in mine, letting them hang loose for a moment. The temptation to simply fall into his arms and remain in bed with him all night long is almost overwhelming. If I didn’t have my family waiting for me at home, I would do it, however unwise. I’m still torn: it’s great to be with Frederico since we have had one of the best nights of my life. But I do know that I can’t keep this up. It’s going to be hard to go back and forth between James and Frederico. I won’t be able to do it.
“I know, but I have to get home. I have people waiting for me…”
“People?” He cocks his head, curiously. “Like who?”
My heart absolutely thunders against my ribcage. I can’t keep it under control however hard I try. My breaths start coming sharp and ragged as I prepare to talk and tell Frederico some of the truth. I’ve been teetering on the knife edge of this moment, and now I’ve reached the pinnacle. I can’t hold it inside any longer. Frederico needs to know the reason why we don’t stand a chance of making this work, no matter what.
“My child is waiting for me,” I say in almost as whisper. “I have to get home to my son.”
The color drains from Frederico’s face. Even though I wasn’t expecting the best reaction, this chills me to the bone. This is why I have to keep James away from him. He can’t experience such rejection. I won’t let it happen. No way. I have to protect my son at all costs.
“I didn’t know you were a mom,” he replies, treading cautiously. “That’s…”
“I know, it changes things.” I snatch my hands away; the fantasy is well and truly over now. This is the moment it ends. “I get that, which is why I’ve been trying to keep my distance. I can’t fool around with random guys because I have a child who needs me. A child who is here in Italy with me now because this isn’t just a vacation, it’s my life.”
He swallows hard, flooding me with guilt, as a powerful, sudden wave hit. I don’t know how Frederico feels, but I’ve been stabbed with a dagger. It hurts like hell.
“I should… you know, get going…” I back away to the front door. “Before it gets too late… It’s been fun hanging out and everything, but I need to…” That’s the moment his whole demeanor changes. His face darkens and his whole body closes up. I’ve definitely said something to upset him.
“So, that’s it? You’re leaving? Just like that? Are you kidding me, Lexi? What the hell is wrong with you? You can’t just drop a bombshell on me like that.”
He doesn’t even know the whole truth. That’s the scariest part of all of this. He only knows that I have a baby, and this is how he’s reacting. I really need to get out of here before things gets worse. My heart is absolutely pounding, and I can’t stop shaking.
“I’m not just a one night stand to you, Lexi, and you know it. We mean more to each another than that. I thought there was something really growing and blooming between us. I had no idea that you were just playing me the whole time… using me.”
My whole body burns with heat. What he just said lit an intense fire within my core, one that wants to burn up the world to protect my son. He’s about to feel the repercussions of that rage. It’s almost as if a red mist is descending over me.
“Aren’t you known for being a playboy, Frederico? What’s the matter? You only like it when you call the shots, huh? You don’t like it when someone might not want more from you? Do you realize how fucked up that sounds?”