Page 76 of Vow of Silence

Touching his face, I pressed a kiss to his lips. “I know you put a condom on but I can feel your seed inside me. I don’t want the condom to be stuck inside me.”

Cian smirked. “I’ll make sure the condom gets tossed out. I was a little enthusiastic about being with you. I've been dreaming about it for a while now.”

I sighed. “Dreams are more exciting than reality.”

He grabbed my neck and lifted me to him. “No. Reality surpassed every fantasy I had. I regret that I didn't turn the cameras on. I could jack off for life to what we just did.”

My lips curved. “Does that mean you don't require that I fuck you ever again? You want this first time to be the last?”

“Oh no, my love. We haven't even scratched the surface of the things I'm going to do to you. You thought you were afraid now but you will be very soon.”

Flopping back down, Cian walked into the ensuite, tossed the ripped condom in the trash, and closed the door.

A few minutes later, I heard the faucet turn on. My hand skimmed down my stomach. This was technically my first-time having sex, willingly at least, I knew that laying here allowing his semen to leak out of me wasn't the proper thing to do, but damn all of my strength was gone. I couldn't even feel my legs. Just when I gathered the last bit of my strength, I felt a warm damp cloth cleaning my pussy.

I opened my eyes very embarrassed. “I can clean myself up. You shouldn’t have to do that. Can you just give me the washcloth please?”

“It's my job. There’s nothing to be embarrassed about. My essence comes from me, it belongs to me, just like you belong to me.”

After we changed the sheets, I slipped back in bed. Opening my eyes, I rolled over. Cian hadn’t come back to bed. Walking to the bathroom, I snatched his robe off the rack. I walked down the hallway but he wasn’t anywhere around, so I headed toward the kitchen.

“I told you Viktor, I don't think this is the right time for you to marry Mila. Anya and I have been through so many things,” said Cian.

No. I don’t want you for my sister. I need to talk some sense into Mila as soon as possible.

Sliding in the shadows, I lurked close enough to hear the conversation.

“You owe me. Here's the address and the time. Mila wants to see her sister. Think about her, Cian, her father has been abusing her and she is worried about her sister. I’m all she has.”

Viktor let himself out.

Instead of going back to the bedroom I walked into the office and froze. A man held a gun aimed right at my head. Normally, I would accept this fate but I couldn't now. For the first time in a long time, I was happy.

“Who the fuck are you?” I clutched the robe tighter around me.

“Oh, you only know me by my IP address. Let me tell you, my name. It is Resul Jasarevic.

What the fuck is he doing here? Why is the BIH here?

I held the lapels of the robe tighter against me. “You need to leave. I'm already working with the FBI. You need to contact Jayden Asher. Showing up here like this, puts my life in danger.”

He smiled. “You reached out to me, and now I’m reaching back out to you. We need you to continue to get us the information we need to get Arkan and Felix on charges.”

“Even though you've been working with them, you're going to give me the information. If you don't cooperate, I'm going to show up and if that means putting your life in jeopardy, so be it. I’m not going to allow the FBI to take this drug bust from me. You owe me your cooperation.”

I didn't owe you shit.

This was a complication I hadn't seen coming. Soon Cian would be looking for me. I didn’t want this asshole trying to mess with him.

My fist balled up at my side. “Don’t show up unannounced again. You just can’t pop up on me. I need to be alive to get your information.

He smirked. “Here. I'll be in touch. You told them you can’t wear a wire, but you left out you were fucking the enemy. You obviously can't wear clothes either because you are fucking Cian. I bet you have him wrapped around your finger. Get him to give you information on Viktor. He knows Viktor well.”

Your Loverboy was sloppy in Miami. I can already tie him to a murder there. If you can’t get him to give me Viktor then I’ll settle for him. I’m sure I can manipulate the evidence to frame him. I’d hate to have to put his deaf ass in prison because he wouldn’t last long but that’s up to you.”

I’m going to kill you. You should’ve stayed in Bosnia.

“You’re mistaken about Cian.” I crossed my arms across my chest. The sight of this jerked irritated me.

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