Page 44 of Indecent Ventures

He shouts, “I said not yet.”

“Or what?”

“Or I’m going to teach you a lesson about who controls when you come?”

His demanding words set me off. I moan. “Oh fuck. Collin.” My back arches and I come. Hard. I couldn’t control it. I couldn’t stop it. His words just get to me. His face. His body. His dick. All of it.

I spend a moment catching my breath, a little out of it. When I peel my eyes open, I look at the screen. He does not look happy.

He narrows his eyes. “You’re going to pay for that.”

I give a small smile. “Promise?”

“It’s a guarantee, baby girl.”

I hold up my fingers that were inside me to my mouth. “Collin, want to see what I would do if this were your giant cock?”

He nods as I see him lick his lips.

I slowly lick my fingers from the bottom to the tips. I then openly swirl my tongue to the bottom and back up. I flick the tip a few times with my tongue.

“Hmm, Collin. I can taste your precum. It’s sweet and salty, just like you.”

I slide my fingers into my mouth and slowly move them deeper and deeper into my mouth until I’m practically swallowing my hand.

“Yes, take me deep.”

“Uhh hmm.”

I move it in and out, moaning the whole time.

I hear his noises getting louder. His movements growing more out of control.

I pull it almost all the way out and give a big, over-exaggerated swirl of my tongue around the tip. “Fill my mouth, Big Daddy.”

He lets out a loud grunt as white streaks shoot across his muscular stomach. I wish my tongue was running over it. I’m tempted to take a screenshot of the sexiest image I’ve ever seen, but I’d be a hypocrite if I did that to him.

We’re silent as he catches his breath. I have no idea what just happened or how we got there. The whole thing very quickly took on a life of its own. What is it about him that makes me this way?

Maybe I should just end the call. Or maybe I could attempt to be a grown-up. Well, a grown-up who just mutually masturbated via cell phone with a man sixteen years older than her.

His big body is stretched out on what looks like his couch. He brings the phone closer to his face. I see him run his fingers through his thick hair as he lets out a deep breath. “I’ve tried fighting this attraction, Jade. It’s a losing battle. I can’t stop thinking about you. I want to be around you. I want to laugh with you. I want you in my bed. I want you over me. I want you under me. I. Want. You.”

* * *

I tossand turn in bed all night. Of all the shocking things he said to me, him sayingI want to laugh with youis what has me tweaked.

The two of us fucking, I can handle. Laughing with someone is what people in relationships do. We will not be entering into any kind of relationship. There’s no way he wants that. He hates our age difference, he’s afraid of Carter knowing, and it’s CollinfuckingFitz. He can get any woman on the planet. He’s probably already had most of them.

Maybe he meant we’d laugh while lying in bed after we fuck. Yep, I think that’s it.

* * *

The next dayat work I walk into Thor’s office and close the door behind me. “Can I talk to you?”

“Of course. Is the current workload too much? I knew you were taking on too many things at once. I told Reagan it was too much, but she thought you could handle it.”

I sit in a chair in front of her desk and wave my hand in a dismissive manner. “No. I’m a genius. This shit is easy. I have a man issue. As you know, I struggle more there.”

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