Page 58 of Seducing Her Scarred Boss

‘No father wants a man like me to be with his daughter. No father.’

She lifted her head. ‘Someone’s said that before?’

‘More than once,’ he exaggerated. ‘Not good enough.’

‘You need to lose the chip, Lorenzo,’ she said coolly. ‘Anyway—’ she lifted her head proudly ‘—I don’t live with them. I’m grown up. I make my own choices. I can see whoever I want.’

‘You say that but we both know that what your family thinks means everything to you. You’ve been tied up in knots for weeks over what they’d think of your work. What they think of your lover would be even worse.’ He watched her swallow. Knew he’d scored a hit.

‘You’re making far too much of something that happened for ever ago. And even if it did bother Dad initially, it wouldn’t be a problem once he got to know you now.’

‘You just don’t get it. I am not the kind of person who should be with you.’

‘What kind of person do you think you are? Because I know you. And I know—’

‘You don’t know me,’ he interrupted. ‘You’ve got no idea, Sophy.’

‘Tell me, then,’ she shouted back.

‘Tell you what, Sophy? The ugly truth? How rough it was? How rough I am?’

‘Yeah.’ Her anger flared. ‘Why not tell me some more cliches—the abused-boy stories.’

His vision burst with red. ‘What would you know about it? Having to be taken away from your own parents because of the way they treated you? Your father saying you should have been the scum in an abortionist’s bucket?’ Sophy recoiled.

‘Oh, that was nothing, darling,’ he sneered. ‘That was just words and not even the worst. Wait ’til you hear the rest.’

‘Lorenzo, I’m sor—’

He shouted over her. ‘I was beaten for answering him wrong, for not answering soon enough, for not answering at all. It didn’t matter what I did, it happened anyway. With fists, sticks, belts—whatever he had to hand. I wasn’t wanted by him, wasn’t protected by her, and I wasn’t wanted by anyone else after. I’d go to a new house, a new home. Meet a new family. Again and again.’ He was shaking, bunched his fists to try to stop the uncontrollable jerking of his hands.

‘Lorenzo, please—’

His sharp gesture shut her up.

He took a step backwards down the hall, away from her as his agony boiled over. ‘You think you can possibly know about it? I sought approval, Sophy. I tried. I would have done anything to make it okay. And I tried everything. But it never worked. It was me that was wrong—every time. So I stopped trying so hard. Because every time it was the same.Too difficult. Out of control. Angry.I always stuffed up. Labels stick, so why bother trying? Because in the end you know they don’t want you anyway. They never want you.’

‘I want you,’ she whispered.

It made him incensed. ‘No, you don’t.’

‘I do.’ She walked after him.

‘You like the sex,’ he yelled, taking more steps back. ‘This is just an excursion for you. As hard core as you’ve ever gotten. Your ride with the bad boy. In another week you’ll be over it. Go back to someone perfect, Sophy. Someone from the right background, who’ll fit into your perfect family.’

‘My family aren’t perfect.’

He laughed then. ‘Oh yeah? Your parents love you. You think they don’t but of course they do. They call you all the time, you do things for them all the time. It wouldn’t matter what you do, Sophy, no matter how awful, they’ll still love you, they’ll always love you. But no matter what I did, mine never loved me. And you know the result?’ His throat hurt as he hurled the truth out. ‘I’mdamaged,Sophy. Treat someone like an animal and theybecomean animal. And there’s no changing that.’ That was what her father knew too. ‘You have no idea of the rage I can feel. I frighten myself. And I refuse to frighten you.’

He stopped, breathing hard. He couldn’t stay in control of anything around her. And it terrified him.

‘You don’t frighten me, Lorenzo.’

‘I can’t control it,’ he said flatly, admitting the worst. ‘I don’t want to hurt you.’

‘You’re hurting me now.’

He shook his head. No, he was protecting her.

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