Page 54 of Unravel

“Didyou get fucking tighter?”Igrunt.Holyshit,I’mgoing to pass out from pleasure! “You’recertainly wetter.”

Ilose my damn mind, pounding into her hard.Sheis so hot and dripping wet thatI’mcompelled to give in to my basic urges and fuck her like an animal.Everythingis a blur of intense pleasure.Shereaches back grasping for me.Weclasp hands, and she grips tightly asIuse them for leverage.

Withoutwarning, she comes and squirts her arousal over me.Shelets out a yelp, and then a moan that drives me insane.Islam into her so hard that the bed shakes.Whenshe starts bucking back and rolling her hips,Ilose all control and come deep inside my sweetSiren.I’dgive everything to crash my body over her deadly curves, over and over, untilIdied from pleasure.Myorgasm shakes my body in spasms, andIthink for a few moments thatImight actually die this time.

Sheshakes my hands untilIpull her up so her back is flush with my chest.Icaress her face and brush the hair away from her forehead.

“Areyou alright, baby?Pleasetell meIdidn’t hurt you.”

“Youdidn’t!” she pants. “Iswear,I’venever needed anyone more than you, or more than right now.”

Islide out of her, and we stretch out on the bed.Igather her into my embrace and spoon her gorgeous body.She’sflushed with passion from making love with me.Shepulls a blanket from the foot of the bed, andItake it to wrap it around her chilled body.

“Thankyou.”

“Forfucking you?”Iask half teasingly.

“Fornot holding back.”

Ikiss her warm cheek and squeeze her tightly. “Thankyou for letting me take care of you.I’veneeded you so much.”

“Metoo.”

“I’mstaying the night.Don’task me to leave you.”

Shetakes my hand and slides it to her lips where she kisses my palm. “Icouldn’t ifItried.”

Forthe first time in months,Ifeel satiated.Thingsfeel right, or at least as close to right, as they can be withoutLuke.Rachelneeds us.Itis his choice to not be here, butI’mgoing to give her whatever she needs as long as she’ll let me.

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LUKE

They’remaking love again.Makinglove, instead of the fucking they did earlier.Iwould imagineRachelat least is exhausted, butIthinkIhave underestimated her need.

I’msitting on the floor in the dark hallway next to her bedroom door, with my arms draped over my knees.I’mcurled over with my head hung, listening to them reconnecting.Theneed and desire have been too much to resist, but they gave in whileIhave not.Ican’t.

Ihave felt every emotion here on the floor of the house whereIgrew up.Thisplace feels foreign to me now.WhoamIkidding?Iam as lost as a boat on the sea during a storm, tossed and turned so muchIcan’t see the sky anymore.Iwas angry, or maybe it was jealousy whenIcame in the house to make dinner and heardRachel’sfamiliar moans, spurred byEvan’sgrunting.Mybody, however, reacted, like iron, hard and unyielding, drawn by the magnetic force beyond this door.

Thatis howIended up here, kneeling on the floor for a time.Whenthe anger turned to resignation for the loveIfeel for them,Itook a seat and huddled against the wall.Theyhave talked about me.Theirwhispers of missing me, wishingIwas with them brings tears to my eyes.

Ihad no idea that happiness could be such a crushingly sad thing, and yet it is.Iam so happy they’re together, thatEvanis taking care of our girl and giving her the pleasure she needs.I’mthankfulRachelhas an anchor through our chaos.Ihope it eases the pull between the three of us, so they can focus on each other and leave me to my responsibility of taking care of them.Ionly wish they had gotten to this point quicker, for both of their sakes.Timeis fleeting, and they need each other so much.

Evanpromised to stay the night with her.I’mglad because she needs to be held and treasured.Heis doing everything he should.

OnceI’msure they are asleep,Iretire to my little corner of the world to pick at my wounds.Ifeel drunk asImake my way across the snow-covered backyard to the barn.Myhead is hazy, and my feet won’t cooperate with my need to walk.

Theloft is cold and dark.WhenIreturned earlier,Ididn’t stop here first to start a fire like normal.ThemomentIwas within rangeIwas drawn to the house, to them.Ihaven’t eaten all day, and ifI’mhonest, not spending time with them has made me more empty than the lack of food.

Iswitch on the electric blanket on my bed, deciding it’s too late to build a fire.I’mtoo fucking tired.Tomorrowwill be a bitch after staying up so damn late.AsIundress and crawl into the cold sheets,Iopt to wait and shower in the morning.

Mybed is massive, a perk of having the wide-open space of the loft.WhenIlook above, the stars shine and twinkle in the sky.Evanwas right about having the skylight over my bed.SometimesIhave difficulty sleeping becauseIstare at the stars and lose myself.

Theylook cold tonight, cold and icy blue.Thereis no moon, so theMilkyWaystretches across like a blanket of stars.Athousand worlds right above me, andIcouldn’t feel more alone thanIdo right now.Iknow they love me.Iknow they miss me, but they’ve left me—moved on without me.

Ididn’t give them a choice.IencouragedEvanto be with her.Perhapsthe time it took for that to happen should make me feel better.Buthow can measuring the time it took my lovers to reconnect without me put me at ease?

Iclose my eyes and remember the sounds they made whileIrelive kissing her, feeling her body close to mine.Itug at my cock with too much force, but it only ratchets my lust higher.Finally, the heat of desire chases away the cold asIjack my dick in my hand.Iimagine being with them, my cock driving deep into her next to his, filling and stretching her.Sheloved having us both fuck her at the same time.Thecombination of her tight heat and his hard length sliding against mine was otherworldly.

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