Shocked, I gaped at him. “No!” I cried, startling them. Identical expressions of disappointment overtook their faces, and I shook my head, struggling to clarify. “I mean… no. You can’t live out here, not in this world. And neither can I.”

Collectively, the cousins drew back to stare at me.

“What are you saying, Simone?” Brooks asked slowly, his hand firming on my leg. I bit on my lower lip.

“I’m saying that I’m ready to come back to Colorado with you. Being back here has made me realize how fake this all is, how detached I’ve been from reality with all this social media stuff.”

The men said nothing as I gathered my thoughts. Speaking them aloud felt strange, although they had been playing in my head endlessly for the past weeks on a loop.

“I don’t want it, but I know how much I’ve learned to need it,” I sighed, humiliated to admit it. “But after what happened with my parents… and Eddie… I guess I was always looking for validation, and that’s where I found it—online.”

“That’s understandable,” Knox told me. “There’s a certain comfort in the anonymity of the world wide web. I’ve seen it and been drawn in myself.”

I smiled at him and then the other two, grateful for their presence again. “But it’s not real—not in any meaningful way.”

Ryder drew me closer, his arms encircling my body as the other two flanked closer.

“I can’t sustain this any longer,” I whispered. “I want out of it.”

“We’re here for you,” Brooks reassured me, brushing his mouth over my cheek. A rush of excitement burst through me as I heard the sincerity in his tone. “Whatever you want to do.”

“We’re not going anywhere,” Ryder agreed. “Not without you.”

His mouth latched onto the base of my neck, and my eyes closed, my throat arching upward to allow Knox in on the action, their hands falling on my body in chorus.

Their touch ignited the longing in me. I’d missed them terribly, my mouth catching on Brooks as he tipped his head toward me. And I said as much when our eyes met.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you sooner,” I breathed.

“We sensed it,” he replied lightly, but I caught the underlying hurt.

He hadn’t known it. I should have been clearer sooner. My arms encircled his neck, Ryder’s hand slipping under my shirt to cup my breasts from behind, his fingers teasing my nipples.

The kisses intensified then, my thighs spreading as my body fell back against the bed, Ryder’s cock digging into the curve of my back deliciously as I sat on his lap, my back to his chest. Brooks’ mouth fell along the lines of my neck, pausing to pull my tank top over my head as Knox worked on the opposite side of me.

My boxers fell away, exposing my damp core, Brooks’ face falling between my legs as Ryder bucked up behind me. Knox’s tongue found its way into my mouth, and suddenly, I lost direction of who was on me where.

Goosebumps pierced my entire form, and I licked at Knox’s lower lip, the hot laps at my middle lifting me higher against Brook’s mouth. A low moan fell out of my mouth and caught in Knox’s. I grabbed for his cock, stroking as Ryder rocked against me from behind, his motions indicative of his impatience to enter me once Brooks had finished. My fingers tightened over Knox, and he groaned appreciatively, rising up to place his erection in front of my face.

I took him eagerly, Brooks’ licks growing more urgent, my release imminent. Down my throat went Knox, and Ryder’s finger slipped around the front of my hips to play with my engorged clit as his cousin worked dutifully on my climax. Throbbing and futile to resistance, I spilled over Brooks’ full mouth, his blue eyes gleaming back at me as I gobbled down on Knox.

“Hurry up,” Ryder growled, his impatience on the brink, but he wasn’t alone.

I wanted them all in me, on me, possessing me. They owned me in a way I could have never imagined myself being taken, and it felt amazing.

And natural.

My juices flowed, shaking my body as Brooks popped his head up, sliding his muscled form toward my heaving breasts to sample. His tongue curled over the taut skin, and Ryder wasted no time lifting me from his hips, his hand unbuckling his jeans to free his wanting cock to plunge inside me.

With one swift movement, Ryder thrust his eager erection inside of me, filling me up completely.

“How would you feel about all three of us inside of you at once?” Ryder growled.

I’d never been taken in my ass before, but the thought sent a thrill of excitement through me.

“Mmm hmm,” I mumbled, giving my approval, Knox’s cock still in my mouth.

Knox withdrew from my mouth and stood on the other side of the bed. I lifted myself off of Ryder, and he scooted back and then lay down. I spun around and straddled Ryder, not lowering myself onto him just yet. I raised myself onto all fours, with Knox’s erection at the perfect level, to take him into my mouth again when ready. My legs were on either side of Ryder, and he was below me, eager and hard.