I hadn’t liked it when Michael made jokes about the naked scene. It made me feel vulnerable. I wanted to pretend that nothing was going on. When there was clearly something going on. Something big and throbbing and oh, well, no need to get into all of that!! But I was surprised by myself. I’d never thought of myself as being a very sexual person. Sex had not been that big a deal to me. It was nice, sure, I liked doing it, but it had never been a burning desire, something I absolutely wanted.
When I thought back to how I’d felt in the office when Michael had come up the escalator and we had started talking to each other, I mean that was something I had never felt before. That level of chemistry, the air almost zinging with it! If we had been in a cartoon movie, little thunderbolts of lightning would have been flying all around. And then when he’d been inside of me, oh my goodness, that had felt so good.
Sex with Sven had always been a bit boring, I guess. We had become too familiar with one another, too used to each other. I knew what he liked,he thought he knew what I liked.
Was it any wonder that Michael Greer with his enormous penis and flirty manner had messed with my mind?
I waited for Ty to get back from work and told him all about it, I couldn’t keep the news to myself.
“You dirty slut!” he said, but his voice was full of praise. “I thought I’d told you to stay away!”
I shrugged. “Yeah… well….”
He laughed. “And, how was it?”
“Amazing. I mean, we were interrupted and all. But it was so hot, doing it in the office where we could be seen…” I knew I was blushing.
“Don’t they have cameras?” Ramón asked, walking past.
I blushed even more. “Not there, I …I don’t think.” I had to admit that I hadn’t even thought about that. I wondered if Michael knew. Maybe he didn’t care.
“Are you going to do it again?” Ty asked, saucily.
“I don’t know,” I said. “I mean, maybe it was just a one time thing for him.”
“If you were interrupted, he may want to have another go…” Ty said.
“Oh, my God!” Just the thought of having sex with him again was enough to send my pulse racing.
“Just don’t fall for him,” Ramón said. “Guys like that, they like to play but when playtime is over, you know, you have to go home.”
“He’s right,” Ty said. “What if it affects your job?”
I thought about it.
“Maybe it’s worth it?” I said.
Ty clapped his hands in delight. “My goodness, we really aren’t in Kansas anymore, right?”
“Look,” I said. “I came to San Francisco to try new things, to experience life…”
“And to sleep with big men…” Ty interrupted laughing.
“No! But if that is what comes my way… I’m not going to turn away from it.”
“I wish big cocks would come my way,” Ramón said with a pouting face, and we laughed.
“As if you would give up Julius for a bit of that,” I said and he pulled a face, agreeing with me.
“Seriously. I’ve never experienced anything like this. I want to see where it goes. If it ends up with me not getting a permanent position,” I shrugged. “I will be back where I started.”
“Ah, youth… so resilient…” Ty said with an exaggerated sigh.
But I was glad I had spoken to him.
When I went in to work the next day, I was much clearer about what this was. It was an experience, a bit of fun. I didn’t expect a relationship, marriage and station wagon to come with it. I would be cool and professional at work. If Michael didn’t talk to me again, I would accept it.
In fact, the way the day proceeded, there wasn’t enough time to think about him anyway. I had to do some payroll administration and Josie told me he was away for two days. She mentioned something about him seeing the Glint CEO and I told her about the query, and she asked me to follow up on that.