The chorus of insects was unmistakable, along with the occasional cry of a bird I didn’t recognize.
 
 Jungle sounds.
 
 How was it possible that I was still in the jungle?
 
 The last thing I remembered was talking to my producer about our schedule, and the fact that we were leaving Panama the next morning.
 
 What had happenedafterthat?
 
 Dammit!The more I tried to remember, the less clear those events seemed.
 
 Little snippets of what I assumed were memories flashed through my mind, and I didn’t know if they were true or imagined.
 
 Had I really headed to the outdoor shower after I’d chatted with Jen?
 
 My body tensed as I remembered a moment of panic like I’d never experienced before in my entire life.
 
 I hadn’t been able to breathe.
 
 Had I really been attacked from behind?
 
 Shit!Why couldn’t I remember?
 
 None of this made sense.
 
 Maybe I was hallucinating.
 
 Maybe none of that had happened.
 
 Maybe I was dreaming.
 
 If so, I was having one hell of a hard time waking myself up.
 
 My body started to shiver even though I felt like I was about to spontaneously combust from the heat.
 
 I tried to wrap my arms around my body, but my hands barely moved.
 
 Shit!Why wouldn’t my hands move?
 
 And why was the pain so horrendous every time I tried?
 
 Fear, pain, and frustration took over as I failed to even put my arms in motion.
 
 Shit! Shit! Shit!
 
 Somehow, I had to make sense of what was happening to me.
 
 Instinct was telling me that my life probably depended on my ability to shake off whatever was hampering my movements.
 
 I had to cool off.
 
 I had to get water.
 
 I had to fight whatever was causing my pain and lack of mobility.
 
 Most of all, Ihadto clear my head so I could figure out exactly what to do.
 
 I was almost certain that Iwasn’tdreaming.