That was the worst walk of my life.
No. Second worst walk of my life.
Leaving my team behind didn’t sit right with me.
I guess that meant I had to talk to a shrink, huh?
I wentto the team offices and had a security escort to the back elevators and up to some random floor with private offices.
There were windows everywhere in the building.
Not a bad view out of each one.
The floor was mostly quiet and empty.
Which was good.
I did not need to be put on display.
Look at the messed up hockey player!
He’s going to sit on a couch and talk about his feelings!
Can you believe it?!
The security guard paused at a door and pointed to the number.
“This will be the one,” he said. “Each time.”
Each time.
How many of these do I have to do?
The funny part was I stood taller and bigger than the security guard.
I nodded down at him.
He tapped his finger to the number a few times.
“I got it,” I said.
“Good luck.”
Now those two words really pissed me off.
I entered the room and realized I was by myself.
“Great,” I whispered.
I wondered if this was some kind of psychological trick.
Leave me in a room alone for a little bit to process my thoughts.
I had nothing to process.
In fact, it was all simple.
Maybe even a little boring.