I sprang into action and…
Whatever.
Now I’m facing interviews and journalists wanting to talk to me.
I have dudes in suits telling me to get on TV and get my name exposed.
Get my ‘brand’ out there.
It’ll make me a ton more money!
All I want to do is forget about it.
Anytime someone brings up the accident I make sure to name every person that didn’t survive.
I’m supposed to go to therapy too, considering what happened and what I saw.
But I don’t do that.
I’m not going to therapy.
I’m avoiding all interviews.
I just want to…
I don’t even know what I want anymore.
I guess that’s why I end up at Remi’s front door.
I miss my best friend. I need my best friend.
There’s maybe more to it than that…
When the door opens and I see Fiona standing there, I nod.
Definitely way more to it.
“Oh, Riff,” Fiona says.
She lunges forward and throws her arms around me.
She hugs me. She cries.
I keep my hands at my sides.
I refuse to acknowledge the smell of her hair.
I refuse to acknowledge the way her body feels against mine.
She breaks the hug.
She tries to touch my face but I back away.
A second later, Remi is there.
On crutches.
The left side of his face bandaged up.