Page 44 of Mafia Kings: Dario

But after four years of not touching a woman, I was nearly overcome with desire.

Imagine four years of never tasting sugar – no grapes, no oranges, nothing –

And then you bite into the most delicious strawberry that God ever made.

I knew my lust would overpower me if I didn’t walk away at that moment.

And so I did the hardest thing I had ever done with a woman:

I stopped and walked away from her.

The blood pounded in my veins –

My cock throbbed, hard as steel –

But I knew it was the only way.

I shall NOT violate Rome at the moment of possessing her.

She would beg me soon enough…

Andthen…

THEN I would possess her, body and soul.

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Alessandra

Idid notsleep well atall.

After I first got in bed, I relived that moment over and over –

Every second of Dario grabbing me, kissing me,takingme –

Every touch, every taste, every sensation.

My thoughts eventually turned to worse things.

Like how it would feel if he pulled my dress up past my thighs, the silk sliding across my skin…

How it would feel if he touched me between my legs, which throbbed hot and wet and full of lust.

Over and over again, I forbid myself from thinking such things…

And over and over again, the thoughts still intruded.

I tossed and turned for hours before sleep finally came –

And eventhenI had no relief.

In my dreams, he came to me over and over.

Sometimes gentle…

Sometimes a brute.

Either he would slide my negligee off me…

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